babyboyjames
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| Rank | Member |
| Online Status | OFFLINE |
| Member Since | 05/26/2009 10:51 AM |
| Last Online | 02/28/2011 09:11 AM |
| Gender: | Female |
| Birthdate: | 01/11/1983 |
| City: | jacksonville |
| State: | Florida |
| Occupation: | take care of my son |
| Website: | www.myspace.com/bslocum21 |
| Blog: | my tiny one |
| A little about me: | ~Crazy Beautiful~ ~i worry to much and think the worst~ Im a "what if?" person. I have so many issues!(problems) im probably slightly crazy..but im unique and im just me. ive been thru alot in my life. and my past is just insane! so if your nosey and want to know about me and my life and past hit me up i odnt mind at all! i will tell you about everything and anything. im pretty much a interesting person! so they say..lol Well i currently have a baby boy in the nicu.. i had him at 24weeks on mothers day.he was 1lb 9oz.13inch.he has 2 life -threating events happend and almost died. he had his lungs colapsed on his heart and they gave him 24hours to live.which he fought that.then he got NEC which is a deadly disease and they had to have surgery to take out his intestines which the surgeon thought he wouldnt make it thru that either.if it aint one thing its another..im going thru so much. and its soo hard! even my relationship aint working out..but its a miracle that he made it thru this..i just hope he keeps fighting.. i just want him to survive. i dont care if he has problems in the long run or handicaped. i will love him regardless.. he is my life.. im just hopeing for another miracle. 2years ago i lost my first baby girl (ily) she was only 19weeksges. it all happend when i went to the doctors to see if she was a boy or girl and found out her heart wasnt beating..she was dead for a month in me,(died of salmonella poisioning in the peanut butter) it tore me up and it still hurts..i think about her everyday..her ashes are right beside my bed so shes close to me. it hurts so much..i just hope james keeps fighting. and i know "ILY" is watching over him. ONE OF MY MANY POEMS ILY my daughter "i love you"by Barbara Jean A thousand times i needed you a thousand times i cried if love alone could have saved you you never would of died. you never said "goodbye" you never said "im leaving" you were gone before i knew it and i still dont know the reason why in life i miss you so much in death i love you still your always in my heart that no one could ever fill it broke my heart to lose you but you didnt go alone part of me went with you the day god took you home. i write poerty and play music..other then that im just insane but very interesting i think..im not that crazy..i promise! |
My Hugs
 | hi there, hope your week went well, should be seing my son this weekend. now hes in navy ill have to show him how to darn socks lol hope your weekend is as exciting haha |
| tipical, it just starts to get warm, turn the heating off then ice age starts again? :P joys of uk hope you have a good weekend and alls good for you |
| Hey everyone, how are things going? I haven't heard from many of you in a while, I hope that means things are going well. Sunny |
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| Title | Date | Views | Comments |
| been awhile | 04/26/2010 | 176 | 4 |
| he almost died on me again! | 08/13/2009 | 252 | 1 |
| update on james aug7th | 08/07/2009 | 171 | 1 |
| why james?why me? | 07/16/2009 | 237 | 2 |
| my son will heal me | 07/14/2009 | 223 | 1 |
| oh the feeling... | 07/09/2009 | 207 | 1 |
| my rollercoaster update | 06/23/2009 | 206 | 0 |
| if it aint one thing its another | 06/14/2009 | 219 | 1 |
| waiting is the hardest part | 06/09/2009 | 218 | 0 |
| The BEST day ever for me but not them | 06/08/2009 | 235 | 3 |
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| ily my daughter "i love you" | 05/30/2009 |