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Lyric
Lyric
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Online Status OFFLINE
Member Since 03/07/2009 05:41 PM
Last Online 01/29/2010 11:35 AM
Gender: Female
State: Tennessee
A little about me: I am 27. I was diagnosed with Bipolar at the age of 19. Last year while in the hospital I was also diagnosed with borderline personality disorder and panic disorder. The last two years of my life have been the hardest,seems no one can get my meds right.
Well just a bit about me not me illness or hospital stays. I have amazing 6 year old son he is just so fun and sweet. love and . I enjoy: yoga,hiking,swimming,writing,painting. I Spend my time with those I love most.I love and trust God more than anything and I have no idea where I would be without him because without him I am so small so weak and so lost. If anyone needs someone to talk to I am always here. I love both helping and learning from those around me.



A BIT MORE ABOUT ME...

I _______

I AM NOT: one to give anything away…a bit slow to open and show people who it is I am

I LOVE: I read that the love you give is the only love you keep

I HATE: raciest people

I FEAR: sleep

I CRAVE: a morning that takes this away

I REGRET: Time misplaced by mistakes I lived in to long.

I CRY: alone and often in the dark

I CARE: about more than I can name

I ALWAYS: I always am under the surface of things

I LISTEN: to natures pace wind ocean heartbeats we lost the movement of breath to a rush of traffic and people going and talking to fast

I HIDE: fI hide myself away at first yet I am who I am----I don’t show good parts and leave the other out when I let you in you see all of me I don’t want to sale myself off in parts

I DRIVE: into walls to often I wonder how it is they are placed in front of me sooooo often

I SING: I do indeed but not well at all

I DANCE: When something moves me

I WRITE:(.)To stay sane . I have no choice really I just write like I sigh or touch

I PLAY: when ever I can!!!!

I MISS: many people that I love ….that have passed

I SEARCH: and will remain to I think we should always search its not something we should stop doing

I LEARN: everything I can pull in each day gathering knowlage as I find it .

I FEEL: .more than I have in a long time slowly shedding the numb and the cold from my skin….I feel warm now sigh

I KNOW: that with the war I fight in my head and all that has been taken I can stand and stand and carry and when I get tired I can drag it along this road

I SAY: that people who say always or never in a sentence is rarely a true or fair statement

I SUCEED: mostly with my heart


I DREAM: of things that I am afraid if I obtain will just fall away

I WONDER: I wonder why people think they can know by looking

I WANT: balance

I HAVE: Been blessed

I GIVE: of myself to the point that I get emotionally drained often

I FELL: and cut my knees so to speak over and over but its part of this path isn’t it

I FIGHT: to injure

I NEED: Wish I knew my fleeting thoughts…..have not found the answer
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  "I survive everyday of my life having both Bipolar and Borderline personality disorder."
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sarahtroy gave me a Hug
06/16/2013 06:48 AM
a HugHappiest Father's Day to all our dads. Here are some quotes for you. :)

"I want my son to wear a helmet 24 hours a day."
~Will Arnett

"When I was a boy of 14, my father was so ignorant I could hardly stand to have the old man around. But when I got to be 21, I was astonished at how much he had learned in seven years."
~Mark Twain

"It is admirable for a father to take his son fishing, but there is a special place in heaven for the father who takes his daughter shopping."
~John Sinor

(((BIG BEAR HUGS)))

-Sarah

kball gave me a Hug
06/02/2013 11:56 PM
a HugOur struggles will make us stronger and ready for the lessons of life. Peace and joy are obtainable. Never give up.

love Kris

sarahtroy gave me a Hug
05/11/2013 11:18 AM
a Hug"If you keep sending away every person who challenges you, you'll never GROW. Some people are in your life to sharpen you."

~ Mandy Hale

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My description of my journal keeping Is the act of making something so ugly (my insides with such pain) and making something beautiful. It is My way of releasing this year or todays afternoon that moved so slowly. I tend to fill a journal with all of me sometimes its poetry other times it a story or me just letting go so maybe I can find sleep
TitleDateViewsComments
I AM A STAIN 03/24/2009  344 0
And it all hurts 03/08/2009  356 2
Passing of the Peaces of me... 03/07/2009  333 0
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