JackieBlue
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| Rank | Member |
| Online Status | OFFLINE |
| Member Since | 09/07/2008 02:18 PM |
| Last Online | 10/24/2010 03:56 PM |
| Gender: | Female |
| Birthdate: | 10/16/1971 |
| City: | Albuquerque |
| State: | New Mexico |
| Occupation: | Artist-Sculptor |
| A little about me: | There's not much to tell, only that my husband has passed away from a drug OD and I can only cry about my lonliness for so long. It's not like that will bring him back to me. I waited for the lonliness to stop after a while of me talking to all of you, but it's taking longer than I expected. What's my diagnoses? Take your pick. ADHD,Depression,Anxiety,Drug Addict Co-Dependency,Bi-Polar, Agoraphobia, Insomnia, PTSD, Low-Self Esteem. I was also abused mentally and physically by my deceased husband. I still love him and I do forgive him. I know it was the drugs that made him MAKE bad choices. Take care of yourselves. ~JackieBlue~ ************************************* |
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 | "If you keep sending away every person who challenges you, you'll never GROW. Some people are in your life to sharpen you." ~ Mandy Hale |
| Once you choose hope, anything’s possible. – Christopher Reeve |
| The reason we all like to think so well of others is that we are all afraid for ourselves. The basis of optimism is sheer terror. - Oscar Wilde |
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My Diary
Hubby died from an OD July 3rd 2008. Am I crazy?
This is my new diary full of emotions that I go through from one day to the next. I need to pour my mind and heart out. I can't keep all this to myself or I'll become more depressed. I'm going through phases of mourning and greif. So some of what I say may seem crazy and far out, but it's all me being honest. I chose to do this online because I'm so vulnerable right now and I hate crying in front of strangers. So here it goes...
This is my new diary full of emotions that I go through from one day to the next. I need to pour my mind and heart out. I can't keep all this to myself or I'll become more depressed. I'm going through phases of mourning and greif. So some of what I say may seem crazy and far out, but it's all me being honest. I chose to do this online because I'm so vulnerable right now and I hate crying in front of strangers. So here it goes...
| Title | Date | Views | Comments |
| COLORGENICS CUBE TEST RESULTS | 10/30/2008 | 761 | 3 |
| Pharmikia=Drugs=Witchcraft | 10/29/2008 | 2429 | 0 |
| Why Am I So ANGRY??? | 09/14/2008 | 541 | 3 |
| Expressing Grief & Healing Through Art | 09/11/2008 | 554 | 6 |
| Mourning,Death Dreams,Cremation,Confusion | 09/08/2008 | 294 | 8 |
| Am I Bipolar or is it Anxiety & Depression? | 09/08/2008 | 215 | 4 |
| Signs from a deceased loved one or am I delusional | 09/08/2008 | 302 | 6 |
| Are you in an abusive relationship? There is hope! | 09/08/2008 | 243 | 4 |
| Propanolol takes the edge off for me without making me drowsy or sleepy : ) | 09/08/2008 | 329 | 0 |
| Believing Lies, Guilt Trips & Jail Mail | 09/07/2008 | 163 | 3 |
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