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| Member Since | 08/22/2008 10:18 PM |
| Last Online | 01/30/2010 11:10 PM |
| Gender: | Female |
| Birthdate: | 03/06/1990 |
| City: | bangor |
| State: | Maine |
| A little about me: | i am and 19 year old who has been cutting for about 6 years now. i have been in psychiatric hospitals 11 times and i have lived in group homes and am in one right now, i am moving out into my own place in about a week. on october 16th it will be 100 days of non cutting, which will be amazing because i haven't been able to make it that far in a long time. my eating has become a real issue lately, i am not sure why, i just believe i have been worrying about everything else i kinda have let this slide, i know i shouldnt have but its hard when dealing with so many different issues. right now i am giving the best i can to getting over my mental illness, i know i will always have it but i dont have to be my illness, it doesnt need to control me because i am the one in control and i am the one that is going to make better choices for myself and go far in life. here is a poem that took me a long time to write, i hope whoever reads it likes it!!! CHOICES: Garret walks around school with his hands in his pockets a loner is what they call him other kids point and laugh not realizing the kind of impact they are leaving on him one day when Garrett goes home he goes to the gun cabinet thinking a bullett to the head would be better than living this life or he comes to school with the gun in his hand but your kind smile and giving him a helping hand changed the actions he had in his mind when you make the choice and become the voice for the kids that are picked on and laughed at you could change a life and become the hero to join the fight to make whats right sarah feels all alone with no one to talk to or be by her side all she can do is hide and push her feelings aside with all the pain she is in she does not want to survive with suicide on her mind she takes the blade to her skin with her feelings building up inside she lets the blade slide adding another mark to the ones she already got she is in too much pain to go another day when she makes the choice and becomes the voice for each moment she survives and by putting the blade down she changes her life and becomes the hero to join the fight to make whats right David believes the choices he makes are just his smoking dope and living on the edge he doesnt know his little brother, who is just nine, wants to be just like him he does not know he is a leader his actions just dont effect him he can do what he wants, he is old enough to decide but the choices he makes may change his brothers actions in life when he makes the choice and becomes the voice by throwing away the dope and becoming the big brother he is suppose to be he changes his bothers life and becomes the hero to join the fight to make whats right Lexie is just skin and bones afraid to look at herself in the mirror her parents always worry, afraid to know what comes next weighing herself everyday and keeping a booklet full of the calories she eats everyday she does not know what to do her heart is ready to shut down she cries herself to sleep wondering if she will be alive the next day when she makes the choice and becomes the voice she finally agrees with her parents and goes into a treatment program she changes her life and becomes the hero to join the fight to make whats right you could become one of those heros by making the right choices speak up for the ones that are silent be there for the ones that need support lend a hand to those who fall through the lives of Garrett, Sarah, David, and Lexie they all had choices to make ones that could change the rest of their lives and they become the heros to the others around them and most of all they become a hero to themselves.    |
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