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Kiera18
Kiera18
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Member Since 06/26/2008 19:44:33
Last Online 07/01/2008 23:53:09
Last Updated 06/27/2008 15:36:10
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RibbonDateWhy I wear this ribbon
teal_ribbon.gifTeal Ribbon 06/27/2008I am struggling with substance and alcohol abuse. Young but that doesn't mean that its not a struggle. Ive been abnormally addicted for 3 years. Started at 13. I fight my temptations daily. When i drink i become a VERY angry person Its a struggle but im proud to be getting threw it. I also struggle with panic attacks
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General
Gender: Female
City: San Bernardino
State: California
A little about me: I am an outgoing person. Despite everything i have been threw. I keep my head up NO MATTER what. I don't complain brag gossip or any of that hateful stuff. Ive been molested raped && abused by so many people repeatedly. People i loved adored and trusted with my soul. I have been in 13 different foster homes. And every1 of them i was hurt in. My foster sisters were 15 16 && 18 at the time && i was only 7. They would put stuff in me. And force me to act out sex scenes. On numerous occasions they'd burn me for fun. I still have scars on the in && outside of my body. But despite all the pain, over the years im still a strong person. Sometimes i wonder how i keep going. But i do! ^_^ I am Surprisingly young to be addicted to Alcohol && Marijuana. But it did take over who i am for 3 years. I am currently attending court ordered AA MEETINGS soon 2 b Anger Management Classes and Attending Support For more Drug Abuse. So yes im geting the help i need. I LOVE 2 help people depite my situations. SP PLEASE come 2 me for help. JUST concider me your MOM or your BIG SIS if it helps kk ^_^ I LOVE 2 HELP! lol


IT SEEMS 2 ME that people are beggining to stick there noses UP 2 me. Like "Shes young, Couldnt understand." Im not trying to say that i have been threw everything. BUT i have been threw enough to know that i am a strong young woman. What i have been threw many can not relate. I came here to exspress my emotions freely For its something i never do. I came for an open shoulder struggiling such as I . So if you are here 2 critize or judge me in anyway please just turn your head and walk away ^_^ LOL THANK U
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caly3ndgrl gave me a Hug
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08/01/2008 23:32:03

KIERA, My thoughts and prayers are with you. I read your post and you have been through a lot for such a young lady! I'm here if you need someone to talk to... Use the things you hear at AA & NA, they work, just keep coming back....

Charity12345 gave me a Salute
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07/05/2008 19:47:29

Hey! I saw your post, and just wanted to send you a hug!

mommyofsixFriend2U gave me a Hug
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07/02/2008 15:42:26

Just thinking about you. How are you? I hope you are doing okay. I'm here if you ever need to talk. Here is a big (((hug))) for you. I wish I could give you one in person. I have 6 children. I wish I could do more for you.
Your friend,Chris

Mindful1 gave me a Prayer
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06/29/2008 21:25:13

God bless you Kiera! I was also molested but honestly reading your bio made me cry and I am a 200 pound dude and former Marine. I hope you keep participating on the boards here.

mommyofsixFriend2U gave me a Hug
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06/28/2008 22:46:33

Hewllo, welcome to the drug addiction, marijuana addiction, and anxiety groups. I'm looking forward to getting to know you better. We have alot in common. I will keep you in my thoughts and prayers. You don't have to be strong all of the time. Lean on us in the groups when you need to. If there is anything I can help you with, please let me know. Your friend, Chris.

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My Support Groups
Kiera18 is a member of the following Support Groups:

GroupMember Since
ADHD Support Group26 June 2008
Alcoholism Support Group27 June 2008
Anxiety Disorders Support Group27 June 2008
Bipolar Support Group27 June 2008
Bipolar Teens Support Group27 June 2008
Bisexuality Support Group27 June 2008
Drug Addiction Support Group27 June 2008
Marijuana Addiction Support Group27 June 2008
Rape Support Group27 June 2008
Teens Sexual Abuse Support Group27 June 2008
My Diary
Diary Description: I tend to keep my head up no matter how hard my life may get. Its hard to smile but i have ti stay strong for those who aren't. So this is how i feel. The thing i go threw. MY personal feelings. 100% HONEST && BLUNT. This is ALL ABOUT ME
Diary Statistics: Total entries: 2 Total comments: 3 Total combined hits: 243
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I cant keep going . . .
FUCK. rite know i am having another anxiety attack. Plus one moment ago i was smiling && know i am the total opposite (bi-polar). How could he...
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– Thursday, June 26 2008 –
Fuck.
1st entry. DAMN. diary I cant even begin to explain my emotions. My feelings. My thoughts always lead to depression. But yet i am always thinking . Mo...
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