splem
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| Hits | 43 |
| Online Status | OFFLINE |
| Member Since | 05/17/2008 07:05:43 |
| Last Online | 07/22/2008 18:25:20 |
| Last Updated | 07/12/2008 07:38:58 |
| Rank | New Member |
General
| Gender: | Female |
| City: | Biddeford |
| State: | Maine |
| A little about me: | I am 46 years old b.d. Aug. 1961...I have a 24 y/0 daughter and a 22 y/0 son...I've been devorced since 2001 and my boyfriend has been living with me for four years... I had just put my son with bi-polar out of the house...I had to have him escorted out of the house....He was not taking care of himself and had become very abbusive towards me and my home....He made a prissoner out of himself and just was exspecting me to make him happy.....He wasn't doing a thing....for himself.... Since he's been out he got a job, paying off his debts. He is respecting me and is the bests I've seen him in a long time.... I just am wondering how does one draw the line as to how they help someone that I let take advantage of me all these years? How can I help my son help himself? (I'm out of work with depression at this time, I felt like I hit a brick wall after I put my son out) It's like I never had a chance to deal with my own matters, I consumed my life in making sure my kids were taken care of and my son was getting his needs met...So now I'm getting myself on track as far as updating my medication for myself, I can't remember the last time I had a good nights rests or went to bed without wiggling myself to sleep...I'm also back into seeing my therapist....I just want to live a good healthy happy life....I'm tired of taking on the worlds problems, it's time for me to live... Sue |
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My Support Groups
splem is a member of the following Support Groups:
| Group | Member Since |
| Bipolar in the family Support Group | 17 May 2008 |
| Depression Support Group | 12 July 2008 |
My Diary
| Diary Description: | Dear God, I sit here in my home and just cry....realizing I've done everything I could for my friends and loved one and left the most important person out of the picture, "myself." The tears I shed are tears of sadness, joy and tears of wonder....I'm also feeling tears of not being missed by friends and loved ones....I've been out of work with depression now for two weeks and not one card of care...I try not to focus on that, that is really not going to make a difference in my growth, probably just make me fight my depression more and want a healthier life for myself....thank you, Dear God.....Sue | ||
| Diary Statistics: | Total entries: 0 | Total comments: 0 | Total combined hits: 0 |
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| Date | Subject | Category | Hits |
| 22 July 2008 | New Member | Introductions & Personal Stories | 126 |
| 22 July 2008 | Had a tough day today.... | Introductions & Personal Stories | 48 |
| 17 July 2008 | Had a tough day today.... | Introductions & Personal Stories | 48 |
| 17 July 2008 | New Member | Introductions & Personal Stories | 126 |
| 17 July 2008 | am i blind?? | Lounge - Off topic discussions | 39 |
| 17 July 2008 | Had a tough day today.... | Introductions & Personal Stories | 48 |
| 16 July 2008 | I NEED SOMEONE TO TALK TO | General & Support | 266 |
| 16 July 2008 | I NEED SOMEONE TO TALK TO | General & Support | 266 |
| 15 July 2008 | New Member | Introductions & Personal Stories | 126 |
| 15 July 2008 | I NEED SOMEONE TO TALK TO | General & Support | 266 |
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