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WebbE
WebbE
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Member Since 04/22/2008 15:26:05
Last Online 09/05/2008 07:05:34
Last Updated 05/23/2008 12:56:08
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green_ribbon.gifGreen Ribbon 05/08/2008I was recently diagnosed Bipolar II but have had depression and bipolar issues since I was 12 years old.
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General
Gender: Female
Birthdate: 09/22/1984
City: Beltsville
State: Maryland
Occupation: Insurance Agent/Newborn Baby Photographer
A little about me: I was diagnosed bipolar and depressed last year, but have been bipolar and depressed since I was 12. At that time, my four best friends decided they hated me and kicked off the lunch table, wrote nasty notes, and stole CDs from my locker. Very traumatizing for a 12 year old. I stopped caring about school, and focused on making friends. But because I wanted new friends so bad, it showed and I came off clingy and annoying to a lot of people. I started cutting myself at 14 and taking large amounts of tylenol and aleve, wishind I'd die, but ending up puking for a day or two. I started drinking at 15, I drank in school, after school, weekends - whenever I could get some. I thought if I drink maybe people will think I'm cool and want to be friends, but surprisingly only my close friends joined the drinking. Everyone else called me an alcoholic and just depressed me even more. I've never felt accepted or wanted that I can remember. I hadHORRIBLE relationship problems with all my past boyfriends, and my current boyfriend is putting up with me for now, but who knows how long that'll last...I thought once I started the medication, everything would be different. But I'm still gonna be me...

I have started reading up on bipolar and have learned a lot about the way I act. It's really amazing reading the symptoms and seeing how much of what I do is bipolar. I feel so much better informed after reading "Take charge of bipolar disorder : a 4-step plan for you and your loved ones to manage the illness and create lasting stability " by Julie Fast. I highly recommend this book to the newly diagnosed. I will list more books as I read them.

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Storm6751 gave me a Hug
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09/04/2008 16:41:39

glad to hear from you.. are you on meds? maybe the balance is off.. you will be okay love come in and say hi anytime was really nice to hear from you and things can only get better. im alright keeping very very busy as usual.

they are my daughters on my wedding day.. the pic..
thank you
BIG HUGS
Storm

weemom gave me a Hug
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07/25/2008 10:18:59

just dropping off a hug hope youre doing ok ..xxxxxxxxxxx

Storm6751 gave me a Hug
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07/01/2008 18:42:37

hi was just thinking of you love.. i hope all is going well for you. you know where to find me love.

BIGGEST HUGS
Storm

weemom gave me a Prayer
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06/28/2008 16:55:07

youre in my thoughts and prayers .....hugs ......xxxxxxxxx

Storm6751 gave me a Hug
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06/27/2008 19:17:14

thank you for your kind words. you take care love.

BIG HUGS
Storm

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My Support Groups
WebbE is a member of the following Support Groups:

GroupMember Since
Addiction Recovery Support Group23 April 2008
Bipolar Support Group23 April 2008
Co-Dependent Personality Support Group23 April 2008
Depression Support Group23 April 2008
Drug Addiction Support Group23 April 2008
Dual Diagnosis Support Group23 April 2008
Marijuana Addiction Support Group23 April 2008
Rape Support Group23 April 2008
Self-Injury Support Group02 May 2008
Shopping & Overspending Support Group29 May 2008
My Diary
Diary Description: My life as I see it
Diary Statistics: Total entries: 12 Total comments: 8 Total combined hits: 599
– Saturday, June 28 2008 –
Love stinks
So I ran outta my meds around Father's Day and spent that whole week throwing up and calling out from work! I hate that I have to take these ...
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UPS Really Sucks
I know I never wrote back so here's the rest of that story.  UPS was supposed to deliver the package the day after the last fiasco and appare...
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– Thursday, June 05 2008 –
UPS SUCKS!!!
Grrr I HATE UPS! Last night they called me and asked me to pick up my package at their Laurel center between 8 and 9 pm. Okay. I get there at 8, mind ...
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– Thursday, May 29 2008 –
First Official Day
Well today was my first day without a trainer at the hospital and I think I did great! I made over $400 in sales and photographed like 8 babies! I lov...
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– Tuesday, May 27 2008 –
Memorial Day Weekend
I finally started at my new job Saturday, 8:30 am! Usually I am a real BITCH in the morning but I was so excited to start my new job I was actually ha...
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– Thursday, May 22 2008 –
Finally!
My boyfriend of (almost) 2 years has finally gotten a job! He started at 7am this morning and will work 6 days a week! He hasn't had a job th...
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– Thursday, May 15 2008 –
I love it!
So I had my interview on Monday and it turned out to be a group interview! (This is for that job to take newborn's first photo at the hospital) Th...
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– Friday, May 09 2008 –
I can't stand the rain!
No really, I can't stand the rain! It is sooo depressing and makes me want to curl up in a ball and just sleep. I'm at work right now, so I...
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