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auggie
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purple_ribbon.gifPurple Ribbon 04/06/2008For my Mom who has lived with Pain for decades and to EVERYONE who walks before me or by my side in understanding and supporting those who suffer
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Gender: Female
Occupation: Biz Owner - Marketing
A little about me: Hee Hee *tried to clean this up - spell check etc..- thank God for spell check ---
I am 46 yrs old. Bar NONE the worst typist. (Nerve damage fingers). I have very active, severe Chronic Myofascial pain, underlying sciatica feeling from Piriformis muscle and TMJ. I started seeking medical treatment in 2000, by 2004 thought my life was over. It has been a long road but I am not alone on the road, and I am not at the end of it yet but willing to believe that "more will be revealed" to me at another turn. It has been some Uphill and some Downhill -- peaks and valleys, enough that if mapped out in a grid it is improving in big picture. I struggle to remember this in the downhill mode.

I am blessed with a great, wonderful husband who is also my best friend. And we are both self employed so he goes w/me to all my appt's, treatments -- i am so lucky. I live in suburbs/large city , no kids and 17 years sober. I used to have much more active life, opened up my own biz in 1999, I am a marketing specialist with a focus on Non-Profits. I am skinny bordering on ill-looking but eat like a horse! I love to cook and when I can it reminds me of what I DO enjoy. I LOVE what I do for a living BUT --- I am not the superstar I thought I would be -- I have to think every single project thru and carefully schedule lower volume activity. I think success is relative and I do believe if you love what you do and do it in service to God and others - success follows.

I am grateful for all that I have and even on the worst days - I can usually find at least ONE thing to be grateful for. If I have to have this pain or disorder, then I thank God for what He has put in my life to help me get thru it.

I get discouraged (scared) sometimes (ok often)about my future. I have worked very hard to build a business and sometimes I just feel that I can't run it. We have spent a lot, almost all of our savings --on my treatment that was not covered.

But !!! I didn't make it this far to be dropped on my ass - so I hope I can stay in palm of God's hand. My staff is incredible so that helps a lot and it is a happy crew Mon-Fri. Even now, when I just wear sweats. I used to wear suits. So -- I changed the dress code :-)

I do miss feeling well, and active and attractive. Not that I ever was cover girl.... I have 3 cats I adore and 8 fish that manage to stay alive without being fed often. I used to love to travel. I still do when I can just VERY low key. I used to love to drive fast, BUT I still do when I can :-) I have Ford T-Bird (but husband gets to drive 99% of the time)

No matter how bad it gets - the simple fact is that IF life were fair -- I’d be dead. My drinking almost killed me at 29 yrs old.

I am glad to be alive and glad to be here. If I could ever give back a FRACTION of what has been given to me so freely by others -personally and professionally - I would consider that a life well lived.

I will NOT make this pain define WHO I am.

I may not be who I used to be, and I sure as hell don't always like who I am every day...BUT it is what it is... and better or worse, I guess I better like who I am most days --

Wherever you go - there you are!
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AngelBooze gave me a Hug
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05/07/2008 07:45:48

Thank you Auggie, what you said in my hug meant alot to me. So thank you again.

AngelBooze gave me a Hug
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05/07/2008 07:30:53

Also now I thought that you could also use some hugs so I am sending you some {{Soft & Gentle Hugs}}

AngelBooze gave me a Prayer
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05/07/2008 07:30:03

I will be praying for you and all of the problems that are attacking you at this time of your life. Just remember that this will make you even stronger then what you are right now.

Mydragonfly gave me a Prayer
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05/06/2008 21:09:35

I am sending you my prayers.

mesafoxx gave me a Hug
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05/02/2008 10:06:42

thank you aggie for the hugs i needed them, and im sure u do toooooo!

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