|Member Since||06/29/2012 03:18 AM|
|Last Online||03/25/2013 09:39 AM|
|Occupation:||Head -Human Resource|
|A little about me:||I'm great, fine, spectacular. In a way,I relish every night, and I live every day.
I live, I laugh, I write, I sing,I wonder what the new days will bring.
Then I get home, and I take off the mask.The day, and almost impossible task,
Is finally over, and so I lie Down, and wait patiently for the day that I die.
I cry, I scream, I bawl, and sleep,even though I have promises to keep.
I wait, and wonder, and cry some more, And I ache and burn from my very core.
Then, I'm not alone, and the mask reappears:Out goes the grief, pain and all of the tears,As I am a happy person, cheerful all the day.A world full of rainbow, not one shade of grey.Of course I'm not okay, I'm not fine,No matter how much I seem to shine.I don't even know why I feel this...Why my existence is one long, endless abyss.
But it is, and will be, so I cling to life,As one day I might slip, and end it with a knife.
But, I'm still here, no matter what my dreams might say
And I hope that one day I will actually be okay
Whats going on with me:
list is huge and everything is there:(
|I'm thinking about you all and hope you have a relatively low pain day. I know, a no pain day would be wonderful!! Hope for that too. :) Love and hugs!
|I just wanted to send you a hug and let you know you were being thought of
|Big gentle hugs to you all. I haven't forgotten about you, just dealing with HS in a big way and can't sit to type for long. :p I think about you every day, (more than once) and know you are there anytime I need you. PM me if you need me for ANYTHING right now, okay dear ones? Sending my love across the miles!! <3
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