|Member Since||03/28/2012 03:01 AM|
|Last Online||08/17/2012 11:06 AM|
|Country:||United States of America|
|A little about me:||Hello everyone I'm 23, a loner i don't have any friends. I have a social problem. I'm very self conscious about myself.. I have low self esteem and my confidence isn't the best.. Ive been called ugly many times.. Other awful names were mention.. I never had a girlfriend. Mostly ones that are confused with there feelings and doesn't love me back.. only as a friend.
I would like to tell you my likes -
I love video games, sports, animals, kids. I love comedy, Jokes, Many say i have a funny sense of humor, I love all kind of music Rap, jazz, country, RNB, rock, metal any type.. I'm sort of nerdy even though i may not look like it.. I Enjoy watching anime (Japanese animation) I love to work out.. I enjoy jogging. Lifting weights. I'm into sports, Basketball, Football, Boxing, MMA, Ufc, Pride. I'm pretty hardcore with it.. I want to be able to do them in real life.
My change in life- I want to be more lively, interact with people more, Try to carry a normal conversation in real life. Instead of having it turn weird and awkwardness...
My dream in life -
I'm just looking for a girl to talk to or just anyone that feels like there lonely also.. I'm very shy.. but I'm friendly.. i have a problem that stuttering in public its so bad I'm afraid to make interactions with people. I'm just terrified at life. I'm tired of waking up and going through the same process every time.. I've been extremely depressed, and sometimes i feel like i want to end it all... just to see who would care. But i know its a coward way out..
Want to do in life-
I want to be able to do something meaningful in life i have dreams but is hard to do it myself, Maybe because i'm not ambitious enough. I'm not living life on how i want it. I want to help people, I want to help kids... that feel the same way as i am finally move on and have a life of there own.
My wish in life..
I have a loving family. But i hide the fact with them that I'm ok... Everything is fine with me but really I'm not.. I want to help my family, I want to be able to help them physically by getting a job paying for bills, Go to school again.. I want to support them.. especially my parents... There getting older in life and someday my brothers and sister we need to take care of them.
I just wish i'm able to be more open in life have people around me to try and talk to me more.. and hopefully i talk back, I'll try not to push away so much. I'm afraid of opening my heart again. I've been hurt so badly there a reason why i'm like this.. if you want to know why.. Feel free to ask i wouldn't mind telling you.. Please.. if anyone is still reading this.. Feel free to message me.. Thank you...
|KNOWING how to get better and actually DOING it feels like they're light year apart for me. How do you guys do it? :(
|I want to wish you a Wonderful Happy Valentines Day =D
I will be pampering myself lol its what i do when im single :)
|HAPPY VALENTINES GAME IN DEPRESSION GROUP!!
Go to thread saying Valentines Game!! List up to 5 members that have really touched your heart, and send them a hug of appreciation every day until the 14th of February!! It will feel so good to know you are cared about and let others know how they have helped and supported you. COME AND PLAY, its easy, just send hugs to the special people you choose to make us all feel better in many ways!!
Happy Valentines To all, I kind of added more than 5 , but you can too if you dont mind sending hugs when you are able through the day!!HAVE FUN, COME JOIN IN AND SMILE Each Time you get a hug!! Hope to see you there!! Thinking of you, Patty
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