weepingheart
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| Rank | Member |
| Online Status | OFFLINE |
| Member Since | 03/26/2012 06:54 PM |
| Last Online | 10/21/2012 06:06 AM |
| Gender: | Female |
| A little about me: | I am currently 33 years old. I have had a rough couple of last years. When I was 30 years old I had my first and only pregnancy. Lost my baby at 16 weeks. I was in an abusive relationship in all forms. I went to the hospital on 9/23/09 and was discharged with a threatened miscarriage and assault and battery. I have found both subjects of the loss of the baby and the abusive relationship to be extremely hard to deal with and talk about but I feel like it is time to try to move on and be free. Right now has been the hardest for me since ALL (and yes I do mean ALL) my female friends are pregnant right now. In all honesty I have jealousy, resentment, and anger. My pelvic area is in constant severe burning pain. I feel like lately it's been hard to even feel like I have any control in my life, physically or mentally. I feel like my fiancee can not deal with the way that I feel down all the time or the pain that I am in. I try my hardest to not complain. I feel completely stuck in a rut and just want to see some light at the end of the tunnel. I feel overwhelmed. ~I have been diagnosed with... Bipolar 1 GAD (Generalized Anxiety Disorder) Hypothyroidism Endometriosis IC (Interstitial Cystitis) Since a teenager I was diagnosed with the following... Psoriasis Eczema Asthma~ |
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"I wear this ribbon for the loss that I had when I was 16weeks pregnant. March always seems to be a hard month for me as it would have been my baby's birthday on March 27, 2010." |
"Cause I am Bipolar 1" |
"I was in a very abusive relationship a few years back. It was abusive on all levels. The relationship didn't last long but I am glad that I was strong enough to get out." |
"For my loving grandfather who I lost to a battle of brain cancer. RIP~Pops <3" |
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 | "If you keep sending away every person who challenges you, you'll never GROW. Some people are in your life to sharpen you." ~ Mandy Hale |
| Once you choose hope, anything’s possible. – Christopher Reeve |
| Sometimes we go through life and it seems like there is challenge after challenge. Why do we experience these? I don't know. One of the things that I have found is that there have always been friends for support. For that I am eternally grateful! |
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