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Harlow
Harlow
Rank Member
Online Status OFFLINE
Member Since 09/20/2011 11:39 AM
Last Online 01/08/2012 10:50 AM
Gender: Female
City: Manhattan
State: New York
Country: United States of America
Occupation: Registered Nurse (R.N)
Website: It closed down.
Blog: I'm not crazy, I'm mentally interesting.
A little about me: I'm a 37 yr old suffering from several "Diagnosis's." I tend to be more angry, or sad, than happy these days, as it's hard to believe someone can be in this much physical and emotional pain. Why me, I have to ask? I thought I was the strong one in the family, the leader, the fashion designer with the big ideas!? But, that's just one of my big started dreams that never made it past the samples, due to an episode of getting sick. I am an RN by trade because of the stability. Needed to grab that in life in order for security. When did things get this bad? Where did I go wrong? Is all this pain my fault. I KNOW that answer is NO! As to why I have hit up these forums. I'm separated and have 2 little toddlers. My relationships fail from my emotional mood swings. The highs and the lows are too much for anyone. The woman who stays by my side now I have to wonder always.........why? She even asks herself why?? I'm impulsive, unstable, emotional, shellfish at times (I'm a Taurus, I can't help it) mean, loud, and have mood swings that would send anyone running for the hills. She is either a saint, or just plain blinded by my stunning presence. (LOL) It will pass once she wakes up.
There is the nice side of me too...don't get me wrong. I'm not an overbearing presence on anyone really, unless your related, then you will get my wrath of complaints. I don't mean it, I just need someone to care, to be by my side, to love me. My girlfriend stays but for how long. I will be fine in 5 days, I know, this is an episode. That wreck I just described is the one 14 days before "Ladies Time"........Us woman are cursed with that! Or at least ones like me who turn into a whack job.
MY MEDS:
I take Cymbalta 60mg, Abilify 2.5mg, Percocet 0.5mg-10/325. My official dx's are listed under the ribbons. CPS, FM, Raynauds.
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"A diagnosed Fibromyalgia in 2010. Frustrated there is not enough people & doctors educated with FM, I've come to the internet for help. We need to raise awareness to this disease/illness, so that this illness is more recognized. We need to find a cure or better treatment ."
 
"I have Chronic Pain Syndrome, Fibromyalgia and Raynauds Disease."
 
"I have the disease Bipolar disorder."
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JoSh11 gave me a Hug
05/15/2013 06:31 AM
a HugJust checking in with a soft gentle hug, & hoping the Fibro beastie isn't bugging you too much.

JJ351 gave me a Hug
05/11/2013 08:44 PM
a HugSending gentle hugs to all in our Raynaud's group and hoping everyone is enjoying the weekend and feeling well :-). For those I haven't met yet, my name is Jen (jj351) and I am thrilled to have recently become Raynaud Disease Group Leader. I look forward to getting to know everyone!

sarahtroy gave me a Hug
05/11/2013 11:18 AM
a Hug"If you keep sending away every person who challenges you, you'll never GROW. Some people are in your life to sharpen you."

~ Mandy Hale

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I started discussions in the following health topics:
CFS and Fibromyalgia, I am so sick today.
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