silviayca
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| Rank | Member |
| Online Status | OFFLINE |
| Member Since | 02/24/2008 10:30 PM |
| Last Online | 05/21/2013 11:19 PM |
| Gender: | Female |
| State: | California |
| Blog: | I wish I could just clap my hands and be normal |
| A little about me: | For the last 5 years I have been struggling with my addiction to prescription medication (Vicoden)I had a 3 month bout with Heroin and have also been on and off with Methodone. I would just love to get past it and on with my life. I wish I never tried this drug. I wish I can be the outgoing person I used to be without the drugs. I want to get better for myself and my family but it's so hard. I have 9 brothers and sisters. 1 sister died of a Heroin overdose, 1 is a Heroin addict, 1 is an Alcoholic and then there's ME!!!!! The rest are doing very good. I want to be like them. I want to be open and honest with this addiction that has crippled my mind and body for all these years. I just want to be normal. Please Help http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=k8VnPwXiRYg |
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 | Tell yourself something good about yourself everyday ,at least one. It is important we like ourselves. It is apart of recovery. Love and Hugs, Kris |
| I hope everyone is doing well! I know I haven't been around lately; I'm working hard on getting myself in a better place. I will be here on and off, and at some point will make it back daily again. Stay positive, and have a great week! |
| I wish you the best of luck in your journey. Love to all!! Kris |
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Day 1
Today is Sunday I woke up wanting to start off a new day. I drank 2 red bulls to get energy "although it doesn't work on me" and drank 4 beers. I finally took a nap and when I awoke I thought to myself today was supposed to be "the" new day. I guess I really do have to take this one day at a time. I will write more tomorrow.
I made a promise to myself that I will do this for myself and my family so I will document everything and be true about everything in this documentation to see if this will help in my rode to recovery. I truely do want this and that is the reason I documented drinking today so I can look back and see what I did how long I can be sober and how my days are going bye.
Today I felt okay with myself I hadn't showered since Friday so I forced myself up to take a shower and put makeup on so I can feel better about myself.
Today is Sunday I woke up wanting to start off a new day. I drank 2 red bulls to get energy "although it doesn't work on me" and drank 4 beers. I finally took a nap and when I awoke I thought to myself today was supposed to be "the" new day. I guess I really do have to take this one day at a time. I will write more tomorrow.
I made a promise to myself that I will do this for myself and my family so I will document everything and be true about everything in this documentation to see if this will help in my rode to recovery. I truely do want this and that is the reason I documented drinking today so I can look back and see what I did how long I can be sober and how my days are going bye.
Today I felt okay with myself I hadn't showered since Friday so I forced myself up to take a shower and put makeup on so I can feel better about myself.
| Title | Date | Views | Comments |
| My rode to recovery | 02/24/2009 | 105 | 1 |
| Went to get some help | 02/18/2009 | 109 | 1 |
| what a rollercoaster | 02/16/2009 | 109 | 1 |
| Only God Knows Why | 01/17/2009 | 120 | 3 |
| painful | 01/16/2009 | 112 | 0 |
| Bad Day | 01/14/2009 | 100 | 0 |
| Saturday "The Chargers Playoffs" Yea they won!!!!! | 01/04/2009 | 99 | 0 |
| The past year | 01/02/2009 | 100 | 1 |
| My New Years Resolution | 01/01/2009 | 106 | 0 |
| Day 16 | 03/11/2008 | 162 | 0 |
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