1magicman gave me a Hug 05/12/2013 04:00 PM
	Happy Mothers Day to all the moms here on MDJ. My the rosses smell sweet on your special day. ( Hope To Cope ) Scott
sarahtroy gave me a Hug 05/11/2013 11:18 AM
	"If you keep sending away every person who challenges you, you'll never GROW. Some people are in your life to sharpen you." ~ Mandy Hale
hypnagogic gave me a Hug 05/10/2013 05:09 AM
	Once you choose hope, anything’s possible. – Christopher Reeve

a Hug a Cheer Up a Happy for You a Prayer a Salute a Thumbs Down Your message:

Who AM I?
I am a mother, a wife, a sister, a daughter, a sad person, a mad person, an angry person, a loving person, And sometimes a vengeful person.

I dont think i have spending extremes but im a garage sale and thrift store junky...so to speak.

I love my husband but there are days i dont even come close to liking him. And up till 2 or 3 months ago i had every intention of leaving him.

Since then I haver found i might actually have a problem...and thru him helping me with my problem. (counseling,med docs ect.) Our marriage seems to be getting better and wether he admits it or not he is changing for ther better as well.

I have tried to get him to understand what i thought was the sane me for years...begged him for marriage counseling and heard him talk of himself as if almost perfect. uugghh!! PET PEEVE!

My oldest son and our fanily have been struglleing thru his bipolar since he was 4. We were on a rollercoaster of success and failures till last year when it all went to failing failing failing. He got in trouble with law abnd friday July 22nd our family moved our son into BOYSTOWN, NE.

Now I feel ive failed them all my husband my other children myself .

And my bipolar is soaring to never before seen destinations and I HATE THIS LIFE>


PINK the band...has a song or two about how i feel AND LO AND BEHOLD MY HUSBAND HATES PINK!!!


I am human, i breath, i eat, i sleep, I get angry I get sad and I bleed real blood. So why am I so different than him(spouse) them(friends) and why do i feel like I just dont belong?

AM I STRONG ENOUGH TO WIN!!

I started discussions in the following health topics:
bipolar disorder in families, Bipolar in the family, bipolar women, control, Depakote, divorce, Effexor, Effexor Xr, emotionl abuse, extreme hunger, families, mothers, Sanity, spouse with bipolar, spouses, stomache pains.