Scottyboy
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| Hits | 74 |
| Online Status | OFFLINE |
| Member Since | 01/31/2008 03:11:09 |
| Last Online | 02/20/2008 23:18:53 |
| Last Updated | 02/11/2008 20:10:07 |
| Rank | New Member |
My Ribbon
| Ribbon | Date | Why I wear this ribbon | |
 | Green-Orange Ribbon | 02/04/2008 | I changed from green to green and orange after reading Jim's profile, and I have very similar symptoms as he dose I also want to leave behind the me that I am right now and have a renewed life of hope and happiness. |
General
| Gender: | Male |
| City: | Tampa |
| State: | Florida |
| A little about me: | Hello my name is Scott, I'm 45 years old have twin daughters that are grown and 3 step sons. I was diagnosed with bipolar disorder in 2001, but have known my whole life that something was wrong with me. I still know very little about the disorder and other than when I was feeling suicidal and admitted myself for observation I have not sought any psychiatric treatment. The drugs I take don't really do anything for me and I am at the point that I can't do anything! I can't sleep at night, I can't keep a job for more than a couple of months, I have strained relations with all of my kids, and it seems like with everyone else as well. I'm beside myself, I don't know what to do or who to see. HELP ME SOMEONE PLEASE!!!! |
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My Support Groups
Scottyboy is a member of the following Support Groups:
| Group | Member Since |
| Addiction Recovery Support Group | 04 February 2008 |
| Bipolar Support Group | 31 January 2008 |
| Dual Diagnosis Support Group | 04 February 2008 |
My Diary
| Diary Description: | The NY Giants just pulled off the biggest upset of the season, and for the first time in months I truly enjoyed my evening sitting watching the game with my family. I even felt some happiness and caught myself smiling and it felt pretty good, at least for a few minutes. Real life starts again tomorrow though and I already feel myself sinking back into my depression. Why? Why can't I stay happy for more than 20 minutes.Why can't I just stay happy. I want to be happy. I want to be fixed, I want this nightmare to be over, I want to be normal and feel normal feelings and think normal thoughts. | ||
| Diary Statistics: | Total entries: 3 | Total comments: 5 | Total combined hits: 130 |
| – Saturday, February 09 2008 – | |
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Down and out again
I'm back in my slump again. I don't know why, I was perfectly fine for the past 2 days and now all of a sudden, today I'm back to be...
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| – Wednesday, February 06 2008 – | |
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Here I go again
It's been great for me the past two days. I feel like a bear and I'm coming out of a long winter hibernation. I feel a little ...
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| – Sunday, February 03 2008 – | |
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My hope of freedom
The NY Giants just pulled off the biggest upset of the season, and for the first time in months I truly enjoyed my evening sitting watching the game w...
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My Forum Posts
| Recent Forum Posts | |||
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| Date | Subject | Category | Hits |
| 08 February 2008 | New | Introductions & Personal Stories | 155 |
| 08 February 2008 | Need advice | General & Support | 49 |
| 06 February 2008 | Having to leave a bipolar spouse | General & Support | 1349 |
| 06 February 2008 | help advise needed | General & Support | 162 |
| 06 February 2008 | Having to leave a bipolar spouse | General & Support | 1349 |
| 06 February 2008 | help advise needed | General & Support | 162 |
| 06 February 2008 | help advise needed | General & Support | 162 |
| 06 February 2008 | Anyone there? | Introductions & Personal Stories | 111 |
| 31 January 2008 | Scary stuff | Introductions & Personal Stories | 123 |
| 31 January 2008 | Bipolar/alcoholic/addict--peek inside | Introductions & Personal Stories | 239 |
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