DorisAnn gave me a Hug 04/29/2013 05:02 AM
	The winds of change are all around, can we keep up. Life changes us as we get older. be proactive and progress, utilize your the will to be alive. Unknown quotes
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	Hey everybody.. just passing by to wish you a lovely and OCD free day... remember one day at a time.. it takes small stepts to reach your goal :) .. good luck, hugs!
DorisAnn gave me a Hug 04/12/2013 06:44 AM
	Everyone have a wonderful weekend!! Hugs Dee http://depressiontreatments.net/retraining-the-brain-for-emotional-success/

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Smell The Fire
WARNIG MIGHT BE TOO INTENSE IN ONE PART OF IT
It is my outlet instead of self-injury, my writting!!

Smell The Fire

The stimulating feeling of each brain cell meeting it's timely demise.
With each one, a sinister grin begins to form upon my face.
It is warm! Very warm!
Do they screem as they die? NO!
They sigh, a huge sigh, a sigh of finally escaping this insane brain!
The grin just grows larger and larger.
How can this woman be smiling while we smell the fire and see the smoke
The fire and smoke coming off of me from the burning of those little

brain cells.
One at a time. Then one more.
Oh, soon! Yes, soon and very soon!
Impending vegetative state! Or better, Lots of high doses of Thorozine so

I can sit quietly (FINALLY for a change!!) and drewl in a cup.
Grin remains. And it had time to grow into a massive and almost evil

grin.
Each individual brain cell, has a name on it.
Each represent all those who taunted, teased, failed, abandoned,

betrayed.
All those who sit in there own poopy diaper of Self Righteousness.
Ahhhh! I can feel the dripping blood, just enough to loosen the tightly

closed spouts by adulthood.
The first brain cell's to die were most recent, then decending.
So the vaulve is open full blast, like the hydrant in NYC on a hot,

swealtering day opens up to bring relief to the little children.
I am now a little child so I have to bleed real blood because well, I am

too young to know any better.
Do I forgive each name on each brain cell? Well,,,,Nope!
Didnt do any good when I was alive why try it during definate demise?

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