BeneathFacts
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| Rank | Member |
| Online Status | OFFLINE |
| Member Since | 05/11/2011 12:14 AM |
| Last Online | 08/26/2011 02:59 PM |
| Gender: | Female |
| Birthdate: | 07/04/1974 |
| State: | Oklahoma |
| Country: | United States of America |
| A little about me: | Hello! (I came back up here to insert this. There's so much more to say! I'm an open book. Really, I am. But, please, all I ask is that you don't insult me when you read my disorders or be critical - just bc the list seems too long bc I didn't even add everything. I just wanted to come out; I don't know how to be on here. I just know I need you guys. My Rheum. doctor suspects some of stuff might even be wrong - attributing it to immunology. Just please don't, it would crush me.) Thanks 'so much' to whomever for having such an amazing, free, supportive - and readily accessible online place to be for lost BPD souls like me. My profile icon is my 2nd tattoo inspired by a favorite memory in Australia 2009. Ask me if you wanna know! = ) I've Been Watching Everyone Play Nice in the BPD Communities Now For Months Now. I'd Like to BEGIN to Start Getting More Involved Now ... I Think. I'm draw a disability check for mental health, and have for about 6 years now. I have not yet taken advantage of their T2W Program. I am not currently seeing to seek employment. If I'm not in survival mode, I'm trying to convince myself that that's where I should be. Although I do carry the BPD diagnosis, my Axis 1 diagnosis is MDD. I've had two bouts of it. The first time was very long and horrendous, and the second -- horrendous but not as long. My Pdocs use MDD for billing. I suppose using BPD as your primary diagnosis is still currently not considered acceptable for getting them their paycheck? I carry several other diagnoses; listed in no particular order. So, as is with the rest of you, participating as a newbie will not be easy for me either. MENTAL: Sexual Abuse Survivor of different sorts. Religious Cult Survivor. Different kinds of Depressions: the MDD mentioned above & PMDD - lovely one ladies. PTSD. ADHD. Several Anxieties (Social, Agra-trying to catch it before it gets out of hand, some others..). BPD (diagnosed just under 2 years ago. Not yet have I done DBT work. the one time I attempted it, I found myself too weak with the therapist, so I dropped. But, I do realize it is the only way I. myself, will truly get better). I am mainly on this site *atm anyways* for BPD - Am I the only one that wishes I could find at least one in person in a normal public setting who won't freak out on me? I just want to relate to someone! Damn! Where are you all!? PHYSICAL: Immunology - RA AND Raynaud's (very recent diagnosis), Fibro. NOTE: I've been a tough cookie to crack in this dept., so, he knows there's more. I hate hearing that. I've not even turned 37 yet! Tinnitus (annoying as SHIT!), Freakin' TMJ(!), Migraines, EXHAUSTED! OH(!!) IT DID SAY "A LITTLE BIT" Thank you for reading for reading SO MUCH of "A LITTLE" about me!! ~SYMPHONY~ |
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"The BRAC2 Cancer Gene runs rampant in my family and several family members have died. I've been tested for the gene, and do not have it. Please let me know if I might be a good ear for you - and maybe a friend?" |
"I was Abused as a child. I'm certain I don't remember all of it. and, saying that is sad, because, I remember a lot. Please let me know if I might be a good ear for you - and maybe a friend?" |
"I am on permanent disability. Have been since 2006 for Mental Illness. Please let me know if I might be a good ear for you - and maybe a friend?" |
"I suffer from several illnesses on the mental illness spectrum. Please let me know if I might be a good ear for you - and maybe a friend?" |
"I do. Well, I have. I haven't since FEB 2011.
Please let me know if I might be a good ear for you - and maybe a friend?" |
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I HAVE A WHOLE SPEECH ON HOPE. THIS MIGHT NOT MAKE SENSE, BUT, 'HOPE' IS A DOUBLE-EDGED SWORD. Please let me know if I might be a good ear for you - and maybe a friend?" |
"Fibro., RA, Possibly Sjogren's, Emotional Abuse" |
"'Hope' was the first tattoo I received on the inside of my inner right wrist. There are days I want to literally scrape it off, and there are days I'm glad that I didn't. It was put in such a prominent place so that I would always see it - the point being, never forgetting to have HOPE. It was sad one day, though. Someone asked me why I chose to put that word, and right there? I had forgotten." |
"I currently suffer from panic attacks. I am a survivor of sexual abuse. If anyone needs to talk, please do not hesitate to write me. xoxo" |
"I suffer from a heart disease that very little is known about. It only strikes women and when they are diagnosed, they are typically middle-aged, and diagnosed after they've already had their first heart attack. I was diagnosed at 34. It is called: Endothelial Dysfunction." |
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 | "If you keep sending away every person who challenges you, you'll never GROW. Some people are in your life to sharpen you." ~ Mandy Hale |
| Once you choose hope, anything’s possible. – Christopher Reeve |
| The reason we all like to think so well of others is that we are all afraid for ourselves. The basis of optimism is sheer terror. - Oscar Wilde |
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| sleep walking | 08/04/2011 | 47 | 0 |
| sleep walking | 08/04/2011 | 89 | 0 |
| talking about myself. | 08/04/2011 | 84 | 1 |
| without a voice | 08/01/2011 | 191 | 0 |
| ::~ In a teenage girl. ~:: | 07/30/2011 | 160 | 2 |
| ~::~ Orchestra ~::~ | 07/30/2011 | 70 | 0 |
| shameless feasting | 07/30/2011 | 207 | 0 |
| A Gentleman Caller | 07/30/2011 | 214 | 0 |
| as fate would have it | 07/27/2011 | 201 | 0 |
| out of place | 07/27/2011 | 245 | 1 |
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