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Sylvia4648"I have suffered from depression most of my life, but had some long, non-depressed times. The last 16 years have been an on-going, constantly worsening nightmare for me medically, socially and with my family. 11/2008 to the present has been the worst time in my life, and new things just keep piling up. During that time I’ve gone from being mostly homebound to being totally homebound due to the errors of about 2 dozen doctors who overmedicated me so badly that I came home w/ 4 conditions I didn’t go in with. I spent months wanting to die, and finding MDJ may well have saved my life. It’s one of the worst feelings to know that nobody on earth needs you for anything; but now that I’ve been a group leader for awhile, there are people here who need me. Thanks MDJ." (Sylvia4648)

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cecilefifi
cecilefifi
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Member Since 04/14/2011 12:33 PM
Last Online 08/22/2011 10:00 AM
Gender: Female
Birthdate: 11/18/1975
City: vence
Country: France
Occupation: working in school's cafeteria and mountain guide
A little about me: It isn't easy to talk about myself.
I've been diagnosed bipolar II , few months ago. But I think I'm bipolar since I'm a kid, I always hid my down side to my family, friends... And it became worst when I lost my dad when I was 17years old. As I'm writing since I realized it's been already in a week 18 years. I spent half of my life without my dad, damm it's hard.
Right now after few attempted of suicides, I see a psychiatrist.
I just hate my up and downs. I just want to be normal and not feel depressed most of time.
cause of my switching mood I lost lots of my friends and the rest , very few (1 or 2) get tired of me cause they never know how I'm gonna be.
I'm so alone
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shine 05/20/2011  85 1
Life is life , live it 05/18/2011  199 2
Live it!!! 05/13/2011  94 0
Happiness 05/12/2011  73 2
Beginning today 05/08/2011  102 1
There’s real power in being positive… 05/08/2011  96 0
how i feel 04/23/2011  79 0
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