pheonixanime
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| Rank | Senior Member |
| Online Status | OFFLINE |
| Member Since | 02/15/2011 05:33 AM |
| Last Online | 04/29/2012 05:34 AM |
| Gender: | Female |
| Birthdate: | 07/25/1982 |
| City: | sunnyvale |
| State: | California |
| Country: | United States of America |
| Occupation: | Security Officer |
| A little about me: | bipolar, adhd, migraines, asthma i have lots of problems but still enjoy life. I am also a world of warcraft addict and i love cross stitching and doing other crafts. |
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"I've got adhd something fierce so I wear my ribbon in support of others with this gift. And it IS a gift imho" |
"ive lost 2 babies. god took them home to his kingdom" |
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| Happiest Father's Day to all our dads. Here are some quotes for you. :) "I want my son to wear a helmet 24 hours a day." ~Will Arnett "When I was a boy of 14, my father was so ignorant I could hardly stand to have the old man around. But when I got to be 21, I was astonished at how much he had learned in seven years." ~Mark Twain "It is admirable for a father to take his son fishing, but there is a special place in heaven for the father who takes his daughter shopping." ~John Sinor (((BIG BEAR HUGS))) -Sarah |
| Please send prayers for my sister. Her central line broke in the middle of the night which leads her wide open to infection or sepsis. The line goes directly to her heart. Please say prayers that she stays safe and that her health improves. God Bless My Baby Sister Her Sweet Sixteen Birthday is in two days so we want her healthy and happy. |
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Migraines, and now bipolar
it wasnt bad enough that Im usually depressed but now im experiencing what my dr calls mania from being bipolar. I have never been diagnosed till last monday but he told me its a very real possibility so im bracing for the worst. why dont normal depression meds work on me but bipolar meds do? cause im bipolar 1+1=2 duh! it makes so much sense i get yippy skippy about something go all out then get depressed and leave it by the wayside. this has been my life for 29 years and im sick of it. why did it take this long to figure it out that im bipolar? i could have been receiving treatment this whole time but no one noticed and believe me ive seen a shit ton of shrinks but none of them called it bipolar. this kinda pisses me off.... right now i cant sit still im going nuts typing a mile a minute. and thinking too fast to keep up with the typing. atleast im in a job that i like i get to plan the holiday party but thats sent me into some mania
im having thoughts of grandour or however it is spelled im thinking big thoughts that are unrealistic god im so fucked up....
it wasnt bad enough that Im usually depressed but now im experiencing what my dr calls mania from being bipolar. I have never been diagnosed till last monday but he told me its a very real possibility so im bracing for the worst. why dont normal depression meds work on me but bipolar meds do? cause im bipolar 1+1=2 duh! it makes so much sense i get yippy skippy about something go all out then get depressed and leave it by the wayside. this has been my life for 29 years and im sick of it. why did it take this long to figure it out that im bipolar? i could have been receiving treatment this whole time but no one noticed and believe me ive seen a shit ton of shrinks but none of them called it bipolar. this kinda pisses me off.... right now i cant sit still im going nuts typing a mile a minute. and thinking too fast to keep up with the typing. atleast im in a job that i like i get to plan the holiday party but thats sent me into some mania
im having thoughts of grandour or however it is spelled im thinking big thoughts that are unrealistic god im so fucked up....
| Title | Date | Views | Comments |
| I want to write poetry | 12/30/2011 | 72 | 0 |
| Insomnia | 12/21/2011 | 87 | 0 |
| I'm spiraling downward. | 12/15/2011 | 112 | 0 |
| a hellish life that just wont end. | 12/15/2011 | 353 | 0 |
| saved to suffer another day. | 12/09/2011 | 71 | 0 |
| self-rightious career suicide | 12/08/2011 | 91 | 2 |
| Alone | 12/02/2011 | 93 | 1 |
| anxious and manic | 11/12/2011 | 107 | 0 |
| im feeling depressed | 11/11/2011 | 128 | 2 |
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