1magicman gave me a Hug 05/12/2013 04:00 PM
	Happy Mothers Day to all the moms here on MDJ. My the rosses smell sweet on your special day. ( Hope To Cope ) Scott
IDoNotKnow gave me a Hug 05/04/2013 08:14 PM
	Are you struggling? The future looks dim. Take a moment and stop right now. I know sometimes it is difficult because some are wound and some are lethargic. ...being wired at this moment it seems impossible but there is no other way... Wherever you are experiencing just... STOP. Look around you. Name the objects that you see. Say them out loud. Look in the mirror. You are you and we care for YOU. Keep posting so that we can support you. If it is time to call the doctor take the chance and do it. The nature of this planet changes and so will you. Don't give up. Things will get better. Things will change. Nothing stays the same. I am saying this to myself as well as to you. You have been there for me and I am there for you. Sometimes you just need to talk, to let it out. I might not have been through exactly what you have but I have the voices and the racing thoughts and the pain and the seizures. I wish I could take your pain away. You are wonderful people. Know that. Believe that. Thank you all for what you do. You are important to me, to all of us. God Bless
IDoNotKnow gave me a Hug 04/27/2013 12:44 PM
	In the mood for a hug?! Not in the mood for a hug?! Tough either way a hug coming your way. Have a glorious weekend and week and then weekend. Happy Cold Spring Day It is beautiful Going on two hours of sleep and livin' it up Life is good in a bad amazing way LOLOLOL You are beautiful people Ever question the world or the universe? To be or not to be? Caught up in life... Let go and live it up... You get one life! (or do you (dun dun dun) (mysterious music insert here of course) ENJOY!!!!

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Flared up really bad last night. Entire body racked with pain, swelling,headache.etc. Couldn't sleep so I posted a discussion on the website. It wasn't well received or maybe just misunderstood? Oh well. Apologies to all that took offence. My life is in ruins and I sometimes just need to vent. Guess I'm not allowed. Maybe I should suffer in silence by myself. Been doing that MOST of my life. Guess if things don't start to improve I will just get all "pilled up" and return to heavy labor. Self punishment sometimes works. Want to try and have a normal life but society won't let me! Boo Hoo,right? I know, shut up and go away.

I started discussions in the following health topics:
Coping with lupus, man with lupus, Men with Lupus, Support, What exactly do I have.

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