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	Sending you wishes for hope, good health and happiness. I hope your day is wonderful no matter how you end up spending it.
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	Thinking of all of you and hoping you have a peaceful night

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If I could only sleep and wake up and start 2010 all over...but I know I can't. If I could only grab my husband and shake him and say "wake the fuck up, can't you see what you have done and still doing to your wife and kids" If I can just sleep and wake up in 2 weeks. People and my husband say, "it is what it is" and I just want to tell them... no it's not. Not when after 24 years I've always had him here. How can someone just not give a fuck about the family they'd had for 24 years. Okay I know he is bipolar but to leave us homeless, (thank God we have a 1 bedbroom now) no job and receiving unemployment witch is not enough to pay all the bills or to even buy food. Can't get foodstamp or cash aid because of EDD. This is the first Christmas that I can't even buy 1 gift for my youngest daughter or my grandkids. Not sure where we will get our next meal from. I have alot of faith in God and I know that he will make sure that we will be taken care of.
But sometimes I just want to be alittle bipolar and go off on my husband and let him see how it feels to be treated so fucking bad.
I love the guy so much but yet I can hate him as well and I am not one to hate anyone. I just had to get this off my chest and this is the only place I can say it to and not feel or look stupid.

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