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jpcrps"When I found MD Junction, I was in the beginning stages of RSD/CRPS. I was scared, lacked knowledge about the condition, and felt very alone.

MD Junction changed all of that for me. I found friendship and terrific information from people who had first-hand knowledge of this syndrome. It was and still is a big part of my life.

MDJ was my first step on the journey of grief; from denial to acceptance. I am now inspired to help others by sharing this amazing site and sharing my own experiences. I am very impressed that one forum site can provide hope and inspiration to people suffering from so many different conditions. I am proud to be a part of this community.
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ForeverChanging
ForeverChanging
Rank Senior Member
Online Status OFFLINE
Member Since 11/22/2010 11:49 PM
Last Online 04/08/2013 08:53 PM
Gender: Female
Birthdate: 04/06/1983
City: The deep south
Country: United States of America
Occupation: disabled
A little about me: ForeverChanging suits me for my online name as I never know what each day holds. I grew up in an emotionally and verbally abusive household. Though it rarely happened, I did witness some physical abuse as well. I enjoy helping others. I became suicidal and started self-harming at 13. Its the whole reason i got my psych degree. Ive been there and don't want anyone else to have to go there alone.

I value family, reliable friends, having a merciful and forgiving God, healthy artistic expression and laughter. I have the most wonderful husband and son who keep me going. My husband is extremely supportive in reguards to my illnesses. I know i am truely blessed!

My other diagnosis include: bipolar 2, borderline personality, panic disorder, fibromyalgia, herniated disc L5/s1, T5/6, t6/7, t7/8, ICC, major depression, epilepsy, conversion/somatoform disorder, ptsd, ocd

Although I have many "diagnosis", the most difficult to understand & communicate to others is the Somatoform disorder. After giving birth I started having spells of extreme weakness and fainting. An eeg confirmed epilepsy. I later started having seizures and was admitted to the hospital to be re-diagnosed with psuedo seizures. Technically, I have both epileptic and non-epileptic seizures but now all anyone sees, drs included, is the psychosymatic symptoms and ive often had symptoms dismissed as pseudo because of my previous diagnosis. Because of the lack of support and difficulty in understanding such a disorder I requested a somatoform support group. Having been helped so much by the other support groups on MDJ I knew others would find support in this area as well.

I have heard many names for this disorder: conversion disorder, psychosymatic syndrome, psuedo, somatoform. Its called different things by different people but whatever you call it theres always one thing that's the same...it dramaticly effects your life and the ability to live like a normal person (But hey, who knows what normal is these days )

Like everyone I have good days and bad but God always gets me through. Also, if you have or know someone who has somatoform/ conversion disorder (psychosymatic symptoms: the body's physical response to stress) please join our new group. Lastly, dont loose hope. Seek help if you need it. Mdj has become a family of support for me. I firmly believe prayer has strength in numbers so if you would like me to pray for you just let me know. Its always a privilage as a child of God to help someone else in need. I know there have been many prayers lifted up for me and im thankful for every one of them.

For those who suffer with self injury: Got this from a friend here on Mdj. So beautiful and true. Thought you would appreciate it as much as me....
"What are these scars from? she asked. They’re battle wounds. I replied. Who were you battling? Myself" Gives you something to think about. Thanks Stessed2theMax!
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"I am bipolar type 2. I struggle with this everyday. I wear this ribbon for me and others who struggle."
 
"For my uncle who died of Lung cancer and all my loved ones who have cancer or died from it."
 
"I wear this ribbon for TT. Who contracted the disease from her mate who led a double life."
 
"I wear this ribbon for all my mental illness and others who share the struggle."
 
"I wear this ribbon for suicide prevention and awareness. Having been this low in life, I understand but know its never the way"
 
"I wear this ribbon for my mother who was sexually abused as a child and because I suffer from panic attacks"
 
"I wear this ribbon because i have fibro and to support fighting domestic violence and emotional abuse"
 
"For my epilepsy..both the "real" and conversion/somatoform disorder ones."
 
"I wear this ribbon for all those who suffer from child abuse."
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05/14/2013 11:00 AM
a HugThe #1 reason why people Quit, is because they look how far they've got to go, NOT how far they've come.

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05/11/2013 11:18 AM
a Hug"If you keep sending away every person who challenges you, you'll never GROW. Some people are in your life to sharpen you."

~ Mandy Hale

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05/10/2013 05:09 AM
a HugOnce you choose hope, anything’s possible. – Christopher Reeve

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