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"To Honor 2 very close friends who recently passed away within 2 days of each other, one of lung cancer, the other after fighting3 different forms of cancer from th age of 11 untill he lost his fight at the age of 46. And also just because people with Epilepsy don't seem to get the attention they need to help, they need more voices." |
"I wear this for my big brother, my protector growing up, now he protects the people in the city where he lives and tries to scrape out a living as a paramedic. He was told last christmas he has Bladder Cancer. He is still my hero." |
"Enough said. Thank You to every veteran !" |
"For my Grandfather. Miss you Gramps !" |
"Mom and her Fibromyalgia and me and my ADHD." |
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"For my mom. My best and sometimes my only friend over the last and also worse 15 years of my life. She was always there for me. Her last 5 years have been exhausting for her. Finally we now know why. At the age of 71 she has Leukemia. She said all she wanted was a name to go with the misery. Now she has some relief." |
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I'm 45, 1 child 17. Bi-Polar 1 Rapid Cycle ADHD and I'm thinking something else. I've been mostly stable until about 1 month ago when my husband e-mailed me that he wanted a seperation so he can try a relationship with his company tramp. That night my whole life fell apart and so did I. I have gone back to me doctor and he is trying to keep up with my changing moods, but I can't even do that. I've gone up to the higher ADHD meds and it barely scratches the surface. Altough I have lost 25 pounds this past month, my mind is bouncing around like a ping pong ball. Now I'm not even going to sleep til like 2 am and getting up at 6 am. It's scary cause this is what I was doing back right before I finally got some help. It doesn't look to get any easier any time soon. I just want to stay even for my son, he may be in 11th grade, but he still needs to know he has at least one parent who is thinking about him first. The poor kid is the one who took the ride thru the whole pre-treatment days with me when he was younger and the stroies he tells me are scary. Mu husband just hid at work so he didn't have to deal with it. I really don't want to put my son thru that all over again. Just hoping to keep the train in the station this time.
I'm 45, 1 child 17. Bi-Polar 1 Rapid Cycle ADHD and I'm thinking something else. I've been mostly stable until about 1 month ago when my husband e-mailed me that he wanted a seperation so he can try a relationship with his company tramp. That night my whole life fell apart and so did I. I have gone back to me doctor and he is trying to keep up with my changing moods, but I can't even do that. I've gone up to the higher ADHD meds and it barely scratches the surface. Altough I have lost 25 pounds this past month, my mind is bouncing around like a ping pong ball. Now I'm not even going to sleep til like 2 am and getting up at 6 am. It's scary cause this is what I was doing back right before I finally got some help. It doesn't look to get any easier any time soon. I just want to stay even for my son, he may be in 11th grade, but he still needs to know he has at least one parent who is thinking about him first. The poor kid is the one who took the ride thru the whole pre-treatment days with me when he was younger and the stroies he tells me are scary. Mu husband just hid at work so he didn't have to deal with it. I really don't want to put my son thru that all over again. Just hoping to keep the train in the station this time.
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