ang12
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| Rank | Member |
| Online Status | OFFLINE |
| Member Since | 11/01/2010 07:39 AM |
| Last Online | 02/26/2011 10:05 AM |
| Gender: | Female |
| Birthdate: | 02/02/1971 |
| State: | Pennsylvania |
| Blog: | In need of help |
| A little about me: | I have been bulimic for 27 years. I am sick of this disease consuming my life. The time and money wasted makes me feel so guilty. My disease started when I was 12, my mom thought I should go on a diet with her. I was losing wt. and getting compliments. I felt great, but was hungry! I saw a TV show with a girl who was Bulimic, and got the idea. I wanted to be able to eat what ever I wanted, and stay thin.(sometimes I still feel this wsay) But, I am loney with this disease and afraid. I am letting it control my life. I am married and have 2 teenage kids. My husband does not know. I don't want him to. No Way! When I was a teen my family was disgusted by it, as did my first husband. I have tried counseling in past, but stoppped when I gained wt. It is interesting because people I know think I am so healthy. I eat healthy food, exercise regularly,am relatively trim and love the topic of nutrition. The problem is when sweets are around, on my drive home from work..stops for food, and around dinner! I hope I can find help from others, and meet some new friends. I AM GOING to get over this!!! I am sick of it! It has consumed 2/3 of my life. I am scared of how it is hurting me. NO MORE. I know I need help. |
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Hope and Strength
Today is the first day of November, 2010. I am tired of living with this disease and plan on ending it. I realize there will be many ups and downs..but I will not quit. "NEVER QUIT TRYING TO QUIT" As long as I learn and grow along the way, I can keep my head held high...because I am not perfect. But I am strong, and I deserve this peace in my life. I am saying goodbye to this disease,it is not my friend!!!!! it is holding me back from true living, and I am angry. NO More, no more abusing myself.
Today is the first day of November, 2010. I am tired of living with this disease and plan on ending it. I realize there will be many ups and downs..but I will not quit. "NEVER QUIT TRYING TO QUIT" As long as I learn and grow along the way, I can keep my head held high...because I am not perfect. But I am strong, and I deserve this peace in my life. I am saying goodbye to this disease,it is not my friend!!!!! it is holding me back from true living, and I am angry. NO More, no more abusing myself.
| Title | Date | Views | Comments |
| Journaling | 12/15/2010 | 91 | 1 |
| A Great Day | 12/13/2010 | 94 | 2 |
| Here is what a great day is/ bp free of coarse | 12/08/2010 | 83 | 2 |
| Getting Better | 12/02/2010 | 94 | 1 |
| O.A. First meeting | 11/20/2010 | 121 | 1 |
| A Great Day of trying hard, using my brain, and succeeding! | 11/16/2010 | 96 | 1 |
| Small changes to big Differences | 11/15/2010 | 78 | 0 |
| Sabatoge self | 11/12/2010 | 76 | 0 |
| Had a "slip"/ Knew it woud happen | 11/10/2010 | 85 | 0 |
| That Darn scale/Doctor visit......copy and pasted from my discussion | 11/09/2010 | 96 | 0 |
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I started discussions in the following health topics:
preoccupation with appearance.
preoccupation with appearance.
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