cuckoo
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| Rank | Member |
| Online Status | OFFLINE |
| Member Since | 09/18/2010 07:30 PM |
| Last Online | 12/26/2012 12:38 AM |
| A little about me: | Bipolar mixed Lamictal 100mg prescribed (but I take between 50-100 depending on my mood) Tegretol 600mg (I try to take as little as possible some days I do not take it all) 50 mg seroquel prescribed (i do not take that at all- Sometimes as a sleep aide I take about 15mg seroquel) I do not know I have been prescribed so many things at so many times that I am making up my own prescription nowadays- Bad behaviour, right? :) My husband who also had bipolar killed himself about a year ago. it devastated me , well I managed to keep my sanity which is a success , but I still can not fucntion . I can not find a job or put my life back together. I think I am depressed with rage tantrums . I can not move on with my life . Something is big time broken in me . |
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Condemned to depression
My mood swings are so funny. Day time I am hopeful , energetic and night time I am terribly depressed and suicidal and full of anger . This is the story of my daily life. I do not know why I am like this Flashbacks - bad flashbacks reminding me that I am a loser my mind is like a garbage bad memories garbage - racing - small pieces my mind is non stop editiing small pieces form my past - I wonder if this is bipolar mixed or rapid cyling or a combintaion . These doctors are idiots something is not working right. I was energized but I do not feel too good. SInce I am crushing on the anti-depressant I have a tendency to feel shame . WHAT IS WRONG WITH ME_ WHY CANT I BE STABLE WITHOUT ANY MEDS
My mood swings are so funny. Day time I am hopeful , energetic and night time I am terribly depressed and suicidal and full of anger . This is the story of my daily life. I do not know why I am like this Flashbacks - bad flashbacks reminding me that I am a loser my mind is like a garbage bad memories garbage - racing - small pieces my mind is non stop editiing small pieces form my past - I wonder if this is bipolar mixed or rapid cyling or a combintaion . These doctors are idiots something is not working right. I was energized but I do not feel too good. SInce I am crushing on the anti-depressant I have a tendency to feel shame . WHAT IS WRONG WITH ME_ WHY CANT I BE STABLE WITHOUT ANY MEDS
| Title | Date | Views | Comments |
| Red Bull pyschosis | 01/10/2012 | 423 | 4 |
| SAD( seasonal depression) Redbull and Wellbutrin and Light | 12/24/2011 | 603 | 1 |
| Wellbutrin messed me up | 11/06/2011 | 435 | 1 |
| Meresa Kicked in so much better- coffeee is bad | 09/22/2011 | 248 | 0 |
| I am mildly manic | 09/22/2011 | 184 | 0 |
| Feel pretty good normalized balances | 09/21/2011 | 172 | 0 |
| Trileptal took away my paranpid thoughts calmed me down | 07/24/2011 | 642 | 0 |
| I am scared of this guy | 06/26/2011 | 214 | 0 |
| Too mucch coffee changes my personality | 06/19/2011 | 743 | 1 |
| I want a new job | 06/12/2011 | 228 | 2 |
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My Support Groups
Addiction Recovery Support Group
Alcoholism Support Group
Anxiety Disorders Support Group
Bipolar in the family Support Group
Bipolar Spouses Support Group
Bipolar Support Group
Bipolar Type II Support Group
Bipolars dealing with Alcoholism Support Group
Bipolars Only Support Group
Heroin Addiction Support Group
Methamphetamin Addiction Support Group
Rosacea Support Group
Schizophrenia Support Group
Spouses of Bipolar in Active Relationships Support Group
Alcoholism Support Group
Anxiety Disorders Support Group
Bipolar in the family Support Group
Bipolar Spouses Support Group
Bipolar Support Group
Bipolar Type II Support Group
Bipolars dealing with Alcoholism Support Group
Bipolars Only Support Group
Heroin Addiction Support Group
Methamphetamin Addiction Support Group
Rosacea Support Group
Schizophrenia Support Group
Spouses of Bipolar in Active Relationships Support Group
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| Ideal Sunscreen wihout alcohol | 06/15/2011 | ||
| Ideal Sunscreen wihout alcohol | 06/14/2011 | ||
| Let the Manic Episode Begin! | 05/19/2011 | ||
| Topomax for Weight Loss? | 04/07/2011 | ||
| Topomax for Weight Loss? | 04/07/2011 | ||
| As a bipolar do you daydream a... | 04/07/2011 | ||
| Flashbacks-racing thoughts fl... | 04/07/2011 | ||
| Hypomania without insomnia. P... | 04/05/2011 | ||
| Insurance- Bipolar | 03/23/2011 | ||
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