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| Member Since | 01/22/2010 05:04 PM |
| Last Online | 08/31/2012 12:26 PM |
| A little about me: | I'm Holly. I'm 22-years-old. I was told by the psychiatrist I saw on January 20th, 2010 that it sounded like I was bipolar and was given a mood stabilizer (Lamictal). I've always dealt with depression since I was 10 years old. My first suicidal thoughts were at 10. My father committed suicide when I was 11, and come to find out his brother committed suicide also when I was 2. I watched my mother "abuse alcohol" (to quote her denial of being an alcoholic during that time) till I was 17 years old when she found she was pregnant with my little sister. Fortunately since then she hasn't drank. I feel like I have a genetic predisposition to be CRAZY. I've continually gotten worse over the past 10 years... with an immediate downfall in September of 2009 (why always bad things around my birthday?!). I left my second husband, divorced him, lived with an alcoholic, all the while working full-time in a doctor's office and going to school full-time at night... exhaustion + bad nutrition + alcohol from Thursday - Sunday = me breaking. My second husband realized how I was sinking and came to my "rescue" and caught me on a good day and I moved back in with him to work on our marriage and work on myself. I now am a stay at home woman, though I plan on going back to school for either psychology or pre-med. I've worked for enough bad doctors to realize I can and would be a good doctor. I just know I have to handle these swings first so that I can make it through school hopefully. I see a counselor once a week that is awesome, I've started seeing a psychiatrist, and am hopefully going to find some relief to my lows and my highs. When I am able to do things that I enjoy I love to play guitar (11 years), piano (for 17 years), I write poetry, I build doll houses, collect Barbie dolls, and play World of Warcraft. I am also an AVID movie lover and am usually watching a movie. I have 2 cats - one being an obese female I call Fatty Button and another being a beautiful male I named Earl. I'm hoping to get a small dog when me and my husband move out and get into a house rather than an apartment. We're a bit cramped atm! |
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 | Happiest Father's Day to all our dads. Here are some quotes for you. :) "I want my son to wear a helmet 24 hours a day." ~Will Arnett "When I was a boy of 14, my father was so ignorant I could hardly stand to have the old man around. But when I got to be 21, I was astonished at how much he had learned in seven years." ~Mark Twain "It is admirable for a father to take his son fishing, but there is a special place in heaven for the father who takes his daughter shopping." ~John Sinor (((BIG BEAR HUGS))) -Sarah |
| hugs to u all. hope ur all okx |
| "If you keep sending away every person who challenges you, you'll never GROW. Some people are in your life to sharpen you." ~ Mandy Hale |
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