alyssa1102
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| Member Since | 01/15/2010 06:24 PM |
| Last Online | 09/30/2012 06:14 AM |
| Gender: | Female |
| Birthdate: | 03/09/2010 |
| City: | Garden City |
| State: | Michigan |
| Occupation: | unemployed |
| A little about me: | I am 44 yaers old and have be bulimic for 30 years. I b/p at keast 12 times a day. I have been in treatment for years but I am having trouble again. I really want to quit but at the same time I'm afraid to. Who am I if I'm not Sheri the bulimic? I have alot of health issues that I am trying to overcome. I abuse laxatives and sometimes water pills. My teeth are all rotten from the acid. I hate the way I look and don't think it will ever get any better. I was hospitalized last year because I started to lose potassium. I just wish that I would feel better. Now I have a daughter and I don't want her to have the same problem from seeing Mommy. If anyone has any suggestions please let me know. |
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Hi everyone
i am a 44 year old woman and has been bulimic for 30 years. I am really struggling with it lately. I've had it so long it has become a part of my life. I have had some bouts where I didn't b/p for months but lately it is running my life again. I want to stop because I have a daughter now and don't want her to know or see it. She is only 2 but is really beginning to be aware of things. I want to quit because I am tired of it. It seems like that is the only thing I know though to handle stress. I just want to be better. I have been hospitalized for bulimia about 4 times. I'm still in therapy but it doesn't seem to be doing any good. I would appreciate any thoughts on how to go forward. I really don't know what more I can do.
i am a 44 year old woman and has been bulimic for 30 years. I am really struggling with it lately. I've had it so long it has become a part of my life. I have had some bouts where I didn't b/p for months but lately it is running my life again. I want to stop because I have a daughter now and don't want her to know or see it. She is only 2 but is really beginning to be aware of things. I want to quit because I am tired of it. It seems like that is the only thing I know though to handle stress. I just want to be better. I have been hospitalized for bulimia about 4 times. I'm still in therapy but it doesn't seem to be doing any good. I would appreciate any thoughts on how to go forward. I really don't know what more I can do.
| Title | Date | Views | Comments |
| when will things go right | 10/07/2011 | 55 | 0 |
| therapy today | 10/04/2011 | 49 | 0 |
| Still struggling | 10/02/2011 | 60 | 0 |
| new job | 09/18/2011 | 60 | 0 |
| another rant | 08/29/2011 | 59 | 0 |
| Control | 08/26/2011 | 64 | 0 |
| Why | 08/11/2011 | 71 | 1 |
| just ranting | 08/05/2011 | 85 | 1 |
| starting therapy | 08/01/2011 | 74 | 0 |
| tired | 07/28/2011 | 107 | 0 |
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