Momoffive
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| Rank | Member |
| Online Status | OFFLINE |
| Member Since | 12/19/2009 01:30 PM |
| Last Online | 05/10/2010 05:32 AM |
| Gender: | Female |
| Birthdate: | 09/05/1966 |
| State: | Utah |
| Occupation: | construction company Owner and President |
| A little about me: | I am in my 40's and have five beautiful children ages 5 to 13. I have been married to my husband for 20 years and have been together for 27 1/2. Life has been interesting and dramatical, but so much in love. The past four years my husband has been more insecure and events that do not exsist make him trigger into a nightmare situation for me. I am stuggling then I am ok. It is either great or awful no happy medium. I feel unloved and I know it is because he cannot love himself. I am a very outgoing friendly person who is hard working. I continually try to have peace and harmony in our home. I go the extra mile to make others happy, especially my husband. He thinks that everyone is after me, which is not true. I am faithful and have such devotion to him. I am now trying to figure out how to become me again. I have been emotionally battered and he does not understand why? I am not the person I used to be because of all the accusations, horror, pain and most of all feeling unloved. We are in therapy and we are working on the selfishness he potrays and how to work through the very tough times. This last episode about did me in before Christmas, but I am still standing with a smile, able to forgive and go forward, the problem is he cannot do this he has problems with reality and non reality when he is in an episode. I just need someone who understands to help me in my time of need. |
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