butterfly09576
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| Rank | Member |
| Online Status | OFFLINE |
| Member Since | 11/26/2009 06:46 AM |
| Last Online | 01/29/2012 06:17 PM |
| Gender: | Female |
| Birthdate: | 03/20/1981 |
| City: | Pittsburgh |
| State: | Pennsylvania |
| Occupation: | Nursing Assistant |
| Blog: | butterfly0957.blog.com |
| A little about me: | I just turned 30 (eek!). I love music...music = life. Music is always playing around me. It sets the mood. i listen to everything from clssic rock to country, justin beiber, foo fighters...i love it all! I love tattoos. I have 3, and there are many more to come! I love butterflies. They represent changing from a ugly caterpillar to a beautiful creature. They fly free. I have one tattooed on my wrist, and am thinking about getting one for each year i stay a non-cutter. I am divorced, and would like to meet someone who appriciates me for me and doesn't try to change me. Personality is what matters. I live on my own. Pittsburgh is where I call home...and I love it. City, but close to the country. I love animals. I am a member of the ASPCA and Humane Society. I have two cats (Emett and Lulu) that are both adopted from shelters. I love them: entertaining and give unconditional love. I would have more if my apartment allowed it! I am studying psychology. I love anything to do with psychology. I just read The Bell Jar for the first time, and i love it. Black Swan was a great psychological movie. Going into psychology was an accident. I took was thinking of going to school for nursing, but i took this extra psychology class, and it changed me. This professor was amazing, and i felt like this is what I know, I can relate to this stuff. It is my passion. I love to read...psychology, romance, comedy. my favoriter book is The Bell Jar. Sadly, I felt like i could relate to the madness she went through. I have changed so much in the past two years. it has been a wild ride. I am learning who I am and what i want. I still have my bad days, and I always will, but I can cope much better now. Along with realizing what i want, I have lost people, but i guess that was a good thing. I found out who my real friends are. They couldn't stick with my when times got tough, so they are gone. I am looking for some new amazing people! |
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"this ribbon is for my dad. he died of heart disease in 2005. i miss him everyday" |
"I am resisting self-injury." |
"i have bipolar" |
"I know the feeling of being so low that you want to end it. I don't want anyone to have to feel that way. It gets better." |
"panic attacks, anxiety and sexual abuse" |
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 | "If you keep sending away every person who challenges you, you'll never GROW. Some people are in your life to sharpen you." ~ Mandy Hale |
| Once you choose hope, anything’s possible. – Christopher Reeve |
| Are you struggling? The future looks dim. Take a moment and stop right now. I know sometimes it is difficult because some are wound and some are lethargic. ...being wired at this moment it seems impossible but there is no other way... Wherever you are experiencing just... STOP. Look around you. Name the objects that you see. Say them out loud. Look in the mirror. You are you and we care for YOU. Keep posting so that we can support you. If it is time to call the doctor take the chance and do it. The nature of this planet changes and so will you. Don't give up. Things will get better. Things will change. Nothing stays the same. I am saying this to myself as well as to you. You have been there for me and I am there for you. Sometimes you just need to talk, to let it out. I might not have been through exactly what you have but I have the voices and the racing thoughts and the pain and the seizures. I wish I could take your pain away. You are wonderful people. Know that. Believe that. Thank you all for what you do. You are important to me, to all of us. God Bless |
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| End | 01/26/2012 | 52 | 3 |
| hopefully something good comes of this... | 12/18/2011 | 47 | 0 |
| i just want to hide under the covers | 06/21/2011 | 180 | 1 |
| school | 06/06/2011 | 82 | 1 |
| June 5, 2001 | 06/05/2011 | 109 | 1 |
| feeling...left out? | 06/03/2011 | 136 | 2 |
| I worry about my thoughts.... | 06/02/2011 | 69 | 0 |
| Group Leader | 10/02/2010 | 156 | 2 |
| Mom | 09/30/2010 | 93 | 0 |
| Who i am keeps surprising me... | 09/29/2010 | 89 | 0 |
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