Virgolady
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| Rank | Member |
| Online Status | OFFLINE |
| Member Since | 09/25/2009 10:02 AM |
| Last Online | 06/19/2013 07:44 PM |
| Gender: | Female |
| Birthdate: | 09/21/1966 |
| City: | Pleasant Grove |
| State: | Utah |
| Occupation: | Dissabled |
| A little about me: | Hi my name is Rhonda, I suffer with many health issues and I am here to find friends with unconditional love and support, only seeking to give it back in return... I have Chronic hemorrhagic IC bladder disease, endometriosis, IBS and neurological problems due to MS, I also suffer from Chronic post traumatic syndrome, and a serious BDD, OCD haircutting disorder.. I am so happy to of found MDJ, and know through all of this together we can find hope, happiness and lots or friends who soon will become our family... "A friend is one who knows who you are, understands where you have been, excepts what you have become, and still gently allows you to grow" W.S. ~Another favorite thought~ It's not about how hard you can hit, It's about how hard you can get hit and still keep moving forward The Doctor of the future will give no medicine but will interest his patient in the care of the human frame, in diet, and in the cause and prevention of disease. -THOMAS A. EDISON "Get knowledge of the spine, for this is the requisite for many diseases." - Hippocrates There's one thing you can be certain of in this Life. That's CHANGE! What doesn't kill me only makes me STRONGER! If you fail to plan, you plan to fail. When you forgive, you in no way change the past -- but you sure do change the future. "Sweet Motherly Love" Give me strength oh give me love, Please give me back what I've lost from above. Bring it back oh bring it here, For what I have lost, I've loved so dear, And now I carry with me this awful fear. Love is lost, oh how that love has gone, Now I know that love was the only one. Why did you go, why must I hide, From that love I need way deep inside, I need that strength, How I feel so numb, Now I Know my mother was the only one. Who carries the strength, I've needed so near, I miss you mother, whom I love so dear. Why did you go, why must I cry, I just cant reach you, you're way too high, Lost up somewhere in that deep blue sky. Please look down, oh please be near, For your the only one who made life so clear. How I feel you now, And know that your here, I feel so strong, I've lost that fear. So now you may go back, way up so high, And rest at ease, in that deep blue sky. So before you go, and if I may, I'd like just one more thing to say, So please listen close, and always be near, So I'll have the strength I need, to over come my fear. So Before you go, Please leave with me, The only thing that will set me free, There is that one thing, you can send from above, The only thing I will ever need, is the touch of your spirit, and you're sweet motherly love. In Memory of my Sweet Loving Mother Written By: Rhonda R Holt "Mirror Mirror" Mirror mirror on the wall, How many more times do I have to fall? Why do I stare at myself, a mixture of hate and dread, Just explain to me why nothing, is ever right in my head. Mirror mirror shiny glass, How much longer till this feeling will pass? How much longer till I can become free, When will I find that person locked away inside me? Mirror mirror must you lie to me, Show me what only I want to see, A perfect body, no scars in sight, No red rimmed eyes from crying at night. Mirror mirror on the floor, What do I do if I can't take anymore? What if the pills don't do what they should? Will I be imprisoned, locked away for good? Mirror mirror in my hand, Show me a far off distant land Show me a place where dreams come true, Where no one ever intentionally hurts you, Mirror mirror in shattered bits, How did it all come to this? You're no use to me anymore, A thousand pieces scattered across the floor. Mirror mirror now swept away glass, Your nightmares are now a thing of the past, My life now timeless like the deep blue sea, All I ever needed was to look deep with inside of me. Mirror mirror of my past, I have finally broken the spell that you once had cast. You will never again have that much control over me. I now have Gods love that has set me free, Where I now can live my life with love, peace and sweet harmony. By Rhonda Holt |
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"I wear this ribbon for having Chronic IC bladder disease and the many who also have to suffer from this debilitating disease..I also wear this Ribbon for my mother who committed suicide in 1987 and for all the pain she had to suffer and know now she can rest in peace..." |
"I wear this for my brother whom is completely disables and was hit with spinal-meningitis as a baby and never had a chance at a normal life.." |
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"My Uncle and Father in law are both Vietnam vets and my heart goes out them for all they did for our country and all they suffer with now form saving it and to all that has gone thru the same.." |
"I wear this ribbon in regards to those who suffer with panic attacks and those like me who are struggling with Lymphedema..." |
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| June is national PTSD awareness month! We can all make a difference and have a voice in helping people learn about this disorder. Lets pray for understanding and comfort from loved ones. Hugs to you all. |
| Happy Mothers Day to all the moms here on MDJ. My the rosses smell sweet on your special day. ( Hope To Cope ) Scott |
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