KittenMittens
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| Rank | VIP Member |
| Online Status | OFFLINE |
| Member Since | 09/12/2009 08:32 AM |
| Last Online | 05/22/2013 10:17 PM |
| Gender: | Female |
| City: | Fresno |
| State: | California |
| Country: | Azerbaijan |
| Occupation: | Underwater - Water Walker |
| A little about me: | Feelings need to be felt, so why am I not doing it? If I could turn a switch to allow the feelings to come, I would. Or would I? This numbness is shallow and unfulfilling. It is a deep pit, emptyand waiting. What is my desire? What do I want? I want to be whole. I want my emotions to connect with the rest of what is left of me. I am a new person, but seemingly, only half a person. I need a thread of Gold to repair myself. A thread Strong and True. "What do you see in me? How can I lead you out of your misery?" My logic mocks me. I respond that I need purpose and reason to be, again. I am not too sure about anything, much less sure about me. Override my fear and cancel it out! Erase the day; erase the 'incident' and surely I will find myself! My logic says, "You are safe, do not be afraid." in a voice so loud that I quiver within my memory. I tell myself: Open your eyes, this is real. This is my life in fear of feelings.  |
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"My yellow ribbon represents Hope. For those suffering physical and emotional pain; you are not alone. For those that believe there is no escaping the prison of mental illness; you are not alone. For those that suffer from PDA; you are not alone. There is hope in each and every one of us." |
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 | ~ Surround yourself with the dreamers and the doers, the believers and the thinkers, but most of all, surround yourself with those who see greatness in you , even when you don't see it yourself ~ |
| May is ending in a couple of days and a new month will be here again. Stay strong! Lots of love! |
 | I am so deeply sorry for the loss of your friend George. I will keep you in my thoughts and prayers. May he rest in peace. |
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Bad Day
This is a compilation of days, hours and steps
This is a compilation of days, hours and steps
| Title | Date | Views | Comments |
| A PM To The Lord | 04/08/2013 | 129 | 3 |
| Columbine Victim's Father, Darrell Scott, Speech Re: Firearms Legislation | 12/19/2012 | 1660 | 1 |
| Ben Stein on God In The US | 12/04/2012 | 796 | 4 |
| What To Do When You Are Being Cyberbullied | 11/26/2012 | 238 | 0 |
| Group Leaders Are Actually Moderators | 05/17/2012 | 513 | 2 |
| Go One More | 04/05/2012 | 359 | 3 |
| Keep On Walking ~ Baby Steps | 02/04/2010 | 1041 | 3 |
| The Struggle Between Peace and Depression | 02/03/2010 | 567 | 2 |
| GAH! PTSD?! | 01/24/2010 | 546 | 3 |
| Running on Empty! Sessions with Dr. Wackydoodle. | 01/22/2010 | 687 | 2 |
My Health Topics Contributions
I started discussions in the following health topics:
Agoraphobic Letter, ALS manuals, Anxiety Responses, Art Therapy, Baby Steps, Code of Conduct, Coping With ALS, Coping with regret, Cruelty, Medicine Cocktail, Nightmares, Overcoming Agoraphobia, PTSD and Agoraphobia FEAR, PTSD Attitude, PTSD Perception, Self harm PTSD, Self Injury PTSD, Trauma Narrative, Trazadone, Walk To Defeat ALS.
Agoraphobic Letter, ALS manuals, Anxiety Responses, Art Therapy, Baby Steps, Code of Conduct, Coping With ALS, Coping with regret, Cruelty, Medicine Cocktail, Nightmares, Overcoming Agoraphobia, PTSD and Agoraphobia FEAR, PTSD Attitude, PTSD Perception, Self harm PTSD, Self Injury PTSD, Trauma Narrative, Trazadone, Walk To Defeat ALS.
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My Recent Posts
| Pop in and say Hi, May 2013 | 05/22/2013 | ||
| The Effects of Childhood Traum... | 05/22/2013 | ||
| Pop in and say Hi, May 2013 | 05/22/2013 | ||
| Pop in and say Hi, May 2013 | 05/21/2013 | ||
| The Effects of Childhood Traum... | 05/20/2013 | ||
| The Effects of Childhood Traum... | 05/20/2013 | ||
| PTSD Videos | 05/20/2013 | ||
| PTSD Videos | 05/20/2013 | ||
| Inspiring/Healing songs? | 05/20/2013 | ||
| Nightmare Detox | 05/20/2013 | ||
| Nightmare Detox | 05/20/2013 | ||
| Inspiring/Healing songs? | 05/20/2013 | ||
| Inspiring/Healing songs? | 05/20/2013 | ||
| Joke thread! PG-13 | 05/20/2013 | ||
| Encouragement and Inspiration | 05/20/2013 | ||
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