Here I sit... Tuesday... very tired because I didn't sleep well last night... I was very worried about what comes this Friday... My Vasectomy. at 11:30 am. I am divorced, 41 years old and dating someone seriously. I have 2 children who live with their mother (ages 4.5 and 10) out of state. I do not want anymore kids. Anyway, this is a little journal to document my vasectomy... hopefully it will be really short... with only a few entries.. like.. "vasectomy was a week ago and i feel fine... no pain..." but I'm worried that that might not be the case. I do know, however, that I will not have any more children... I brought 2 into this world and condemned them to a life without a father... just like my childhood. I cannot begin to explain how I feel about that. The word "guilt" is so inadequate. Anyway.. I'm rambling... I just know that I have to ensure that I bring no more children into this world... and vasectomy is the only real way that I found. I'll keep you posted. Post edited by: vk67, at: 12/09/2008 13:19 |
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