Uterine Cancer Support Group

I was not so naive as to think that I would be totally fine emotionally. I have a history of depression anyway and from a young age and the cancer thing is playing havoc with that.

I guess that the main thing I am worried about is recurrence and it being somewhere else. It is really a case of OMG! My body knows how to make cancer now and it no longer feels very good to be in this body with that preying on my mind. I wake up at night with really bad anxiety and panic attacks just worried and thrown all over the place with it.

I dont know how people get through that or over that or whether as you go along through the checks you suddenly start to feel better about it all.

I wish I knew how people coped.

Astris

New kid on the block. Everything you said is what I feel. That is what I tell everyone that ask how I am doing. It is a major head game. Some days you handle it and some days look out !! I have never cried so much in my life before all this crap happened and any one that has not gone thru the cancer talks understands what you are going thru. They just look at you as if you are nuts and say maybe you should get some help. That is the last thing you want to hear. All you want at that point is some TLC AND A HUG. So after all my blabinnnnnggg. Just know you are not alone.

New kid on the block,

"C"