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LRandle Posts: 278
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Why is that when you try to do more for yourself people say your pushing them away? Ok my husband and I are both disabled. He had brain surgery and a cyst in his spinal cored 12 years ago. Which cause neuopathy on his right side. Well latey the meds his on have not been working plus his taken a part time job that is hard on his body. I have told him to find something else but he has always been scared of change. Now I have been learning to deal with all my pain and trying to not depend on him and the kids as much which puts me in more pain and now that it's the weekend and his feels better now I'm pushing him away. Yet we had friends in town and I had to work which meant I was going to need his help but I got attitude when needed the help which forced me to have an attitude. I feel like a burden to him. because despite my pain I helped him when he was not feeling well took his attitude and all and now that I need him it was a problem making me feel like he thinks I be faking. I'm so sick of this shit with him. If I need him it's a problem and if I don't it's a problem. it's getting harder and harder. Along with my fear that his going to go back to the hard drugs since he lost his soberity of 3 years and started smoking weed when I got sick and he could not handle it. Just stressing out big time please pray for me. Be Bless, Lisa Post edited by: LRandle, at: 04/08/2011 07:15 PM Lisa from Louisville, KY
I am not a Doctor; this is only my personal view of the situation. Please seek out Professional help.
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