Some of you might remember me from the other bp spouse support group though I haven't been active much lately. I think it's time for me to leave unfortunately.
I am sad to say we have finally broken up. I'm devastated, no matter how bad things got he is the love of my life and has been since I was 15 years old. I think I'm in shock, totally numb, it doesn't feel real and I haven't even been able to cry yet. But I know something is going to give soon enough and I just hope I'm not facing another break down. One week before university starts again, what wonderful timing.
I just wanted to thank everyone that has ever given me advice here, you have been a comfort.
I especially want to thank damsel and imnoangel, you guys have been great.
Beaudom, I do remember you from the other group. I am so sorry things didn't turn out better for you. It would be really difficult to let the love of your life since 15 go, I feel for you. I hope and pray he comes to terms with the loss and your next encounter is a positive one.
Please take care of yourself, and we are here for you.
Beaudom, I'm so sorry that your relationship has come to this breakup. Also, I would like you to feel free to come here to us if there is any way we can help you through the emotions that will come from this. You have also been a great help to us. That's what we all do, listen to one another and show we care. Thank you for being there for us, as well. I hope things really get better for you. Take care.
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