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05/17/2012 12:08 PM
KenzieLove
KenzieLove
 
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Yesterday my mom and dad made me go to a "small" party with them at their friends place. Well small to them is not small to me. Small for me is like 5 people, and for them it's like 50. So we show up and there is about 100 people in this SMALL house. I hate being around so many people. So we went in and my mom's friend started talking to me. I really just wanted to leave. I kept focusing on her because it seemed like less people. When I would look away or hear how many people there actually were I would start freaking out. We were only there for like 30 minutes but it still was torture. I don't like being in big crowds in houses and I don't like being around people I don't know -_-. This is getting ridiculous. D:
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05/18/2012 04:44 PM  Top
MMollie
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My dad's a minister. All my childhood and into the early years of being an adult, I had to go to church sunday morning, sunday evening and wednesday nights. I was forced to go in order to keep a roof over my head.

Anyways, I hated it. I felt like everyone was staring right at me.

I totally understand how you feel!

Remember, it won't always feel this way.

Not everything that is faced can be changed,
but nothing can be changed until it's faced.
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Life is not always fair, but one thing I'm sure of that it goes on and on.
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The truth is, everyone's gonna hurt you. You just have to find the ones worth suffering for.

It's important to put a lot of years into your life, but equally important to put a lot of life into your years.
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Don't let the sadness of your past or the fear of your future ruin the happiness of your present. Author Unknown

If you don't want to tell me, that's fine, just don't lie to me.
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A person who truly loves you is someone who sees the pain in your eyes while everyone else still believes the smile on your face.

In order to be happy, you have to be real to yourself.
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There can be no courage unless you're scared.

I am not a doctor, nurse, or therapist. Any advice I give is purely my opinion and should be regarded as such, Thank You! :)

05/19/2012 10:25 AM  Top
KenzieLove
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MMollie: Yeah I feel that way too..I don't like it. I especially feel that way at school and it makes me so upset -_-. Thanks Smile.

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