I did something stupid and now my friend is no longer my friend. I'm not saying I wasn't wrong, I dont even want to go into that, but now I'm having massive panic attacks. I feel like shit because I've now lost a great friend and because I am terrified, I'm not going to lie- I am straight up crying, shaking, and puking in fear of her doing something spiteful. I don't know what to do or who to turn to. I apologized to her but mostly I'm so anxious and upset that I'm making myself paranoid and more upset than I need to be. |
