Mach
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Hi guys, aside from the general torment of our abused pasts, present day drama is also running its fair share of torture. Iv been with my boyfriend for over 2 years and feel mayb we have reached a point where we can no longer see eye to eye. Maybe im just being rash, but the things he has said about his feelings for me and his felings in general make me wonder... Iv been accused of being a different person from the time we met in college, which my a carefree point in my life with no resposibilities. No Iv finished school, I lve in and out of my family home when my step mother lets me. But im now loaded with resposibilities. I live in Africa and extended family is the order of the day. So its me, my mother, my 2 orphaned cousins and him. I used to help him out with money and stuff when he was down and out, which happened more often than not. But of late its become more difficult than not. suddenly he makes it seem like I haven't done anything. we were sick together i figured that i was strong enough to recover, so i gave him my prescription. he got better, but felt at a point we were in competition to see who was sicker than the other with statments after iv complained of a pain like, you can be as bad as me. there is so much goin, im scared to take up too much time. but il try wrapit up quick... then there is this 'friend', at first there was singing aquiantances in the choir, then suddenly there was more talk of this yung lady. then sddenly she was giving him presents. She knows about me, but never made the effort to communicate with me, just my man. I guess it may seem rahter childish, but the point is after i voiced a complaint about this girl, he carried on as if i didn't. of which i think thats totally wrong. when i repeated my sentiments, he accused me of having problems and being ashamed of showng to his female friends, tho he associated well with my mail friends. its sordid and sad. I love him, but he told me he doen't love me as much as he used to. I need strength to make a decision good for me and my future. Do i need to put up with this b.s |
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