Hello, I'm Carol. I will just tell you why I am here. I was abused by a family member and also a family friend. the family member and I had a very close, confusing relationship. They have passed away now and I am grieving a very complicated loss. The family friend, I still talk to, but I am trying to stop. He still holds me to blame because I "wanted it". that's all I will share for now. I am already getting a lot out of reading the posts and idendetifying a lot. Carol DISCLAIMER:
I am just a peer.
I am only sharing my own experiences with the conditions addressed in the groups I participate in. And also my own opinion.
You can feel free to agree or disagree.
I only ask that you do so respectfully.
thanks,
Carol
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