Sex Addiction Support Group

Diez (incidentally, why do you call yourself ten crackers/cookies? - just curious )

I do believe that God loves me no matter what and will forgive me if I repent in my heart. However, his standards are much higher that ours - he considers lust to be adultery and of lusting I am 100% guilty. So, because I know God has witnessed all my transgressions, I AM afraid of what He thinks of me, more so than my family....

Hmm...that's interesting. To each his own I guess.

You're the first to realize what my name refers to. But, it's my secret.

Fair enough, Diez...

Things I've done, am doing are killing me. I was caught having text sex with a co-worker and now my life is in ruins. My wife wants answers I can't give. I'm very seriously thinking about moving out for awhile till I can get it together. I'm so tired of disappointing her and hurting her.Am trying to get counseling but am hitting a brick wall.