Self-Injury Support Group

So i cut my hair a couple of days ago. Its like half if cut off and the other half is there but i thought it was really cute. I still go to high school and every time i walk on campus there are tons of people that are making fun of my hair. See I'm the type of person that is very self-conscious about my myself. I felt so sad and piss off about me because everyone isn't taking their eyes off me. Well today was the first day i actually went inside the cafeteria to get something to eat. I don't eat that often, i have a problem about that too. All eyes was locked on me and everyone kept saying that that is not cute and why the F**k she cut her hair and is she crazy. They were also rolling their eyes and doing all kinds of childish crap. I hurry up and got my food and went outside an ate. I was so upset and i started crying because I'm not used to being the center of attention. My friends came to comfort me and they tried to get me to stop crying and stuff. I didn't stop crying i don't know why but yea. IT was then time to go back to class and an Administrator that I'm very close with saw me upset and stop me and asked what was wrong. I told her some of it and she wanted me to say who there were. I don't like getting people in trouble so i said to just leave it alone and she knows how i am. She asked me again and i got even pisser and i walked away while she was talking. I don't know why i did it but i did i guess i didn't want to hear about it anything else. I then caught back up with my friends and continued to cry. I went back to class and asked for a pass to go to the bathroom. Now i haven't cut for like a week. But i went to the bathroom and i cut myself. It felt good cause i haven't done it in a while. I was then OK after that. I just feel so ashamed that its taking over again and i did it at school. I don't know what to do. Should i tell my counselor?? Or should i even say anything?? Man this is hard. I promised myself that i would do anything like that but i did and now I'mm feeling bad. Why is am i feel bad now???? Sorry you guys i just needed to vent and get all this out. What should i do??? Any advice????

That's a really tough situation (((hugs)))

Im sorry you're not feeling confident right now. Could you go to a hairdresser to fix it up? That's what my sister did after she messed up cutting her own bangs.

As for the cutting, it is so easy to slip back into it even if you haven't done it in a while. Please don't be too hard on yourself, just learn from it.

Is there anything you could treat yourself to to make you feel better about your appearance? Like getting a new outfit, nails done, or new makeup?

I mean dont get me wrong some people do like my hair and some people dont. My hair was done by a hairdresser and it liked pretty damn good to be honest. It just like when people get me dowwn i be so horrible to myself and think that im so unworthy of anything. Itsso hard to learn from my mistakes when i do the things i do. I dont like treating myself that very often because i feel unwanted have of the time and feel like i dont belong on this earth.