Today has been yet another bad day. I don't know how many more I can handle. My anxiety level is through the roof. Talked to pdoc this evening and he suggested some med adjustments that mean more meds. I am so tired of meds!!!!!! I did make it through work today without crying so that is good. I had a huge lump in my throat all day, but I cut when I got home and I am afraid it is too deep. It took a lot to get the bleeding to stop. It hasn't stopped completely yet. So many thoughts racing in my head and I can't seem to slow them down, but I am so depressed at the same time. No real question here, just talking to get it out.  Post edited by: bpiiallen, at: 08/30/2010 07:16 PM My friends call me Dani.
Sometimes I lie awake at night and I ask, "Why me?", then a voice answers "Nothing personal, your name just happened to come up."
Charlie Brown
Sometimes the strongest women
Are the ones who love beyond all faults
Cry behind closed doors
And fight battles no one knows about.
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