Introducing Tala

Most of my hallucinations involved Spirits or souls, see-through beings disembodied from any host, that I could communicate with on a physical level. There was also the voices that inevitably led me to personal troubles and legal ramifications. I was deluded that I was a powerful psychic and clairvoyant who could commune with the other side of life. Although I feel that there is often a strong connection between mental illness and the spiritual, I am no more a mentalist than your average Joe and when I have the contribution of my medications I'm quite normal actually.

I'm a writer and am currently writing my first two books. One is my autobiography and the other is about an orphaned Aztec boy who is a common thief that becomes a legend. I enjoy writing on the internet and working on poetry. I'm also considering doing some short stories for Reader's Digest. I'm also expert at photography and could be a journalist if I chose to return to working for someone else. Reading and writing are two of my favorite pastimes. I've also written some songs and am a big fan of rock music. I express myself better with the written word than I do verbally.

Anyway, if anyone has any problems with schizophrenia or schizo-affective disorder that they need help with, I'll be around and do not mind private messages at all. Remember that everything is a test and if you have a crisis you're dealing with, I'll be here to talk.

Post edited by: Alisprinx, at: 04/15/2008 14:31

I dealt with the Spirits and souls I encountered in different ways. Sometimes I would meditate to block them out. Sometimes I just listened to them because they only had knowledge to impart to me. Sometimes I just observed them doing what they do with a sense of wonder. If any became troublesome, I would use spiritual mental energy and put up a protective white light around me in my aura. There were times when I would fight them with magick or spells. I kept myself angry if they were extremely burdensome to feel more protected. I carried a Native American Medicine Pouch around with me everywhere I went for defense. Sometimes I prayed to them if they were important enough. Sometimes I talked to or sang to them to let them know I was aware they were there and to try to be friendly. It was almost a constant psychosis with me often getting confused about what to expect next.

I don't experience them anymore. It feels good to be normal again.

I believe a lot of Spirits are more drawn to people who are beyond aware with an open subconscious and although some of them just want to make a connection, it can be more trouble than it's worth because some are drawn to those who are open to it to be afflicting and vindictive since they are less than wholesome. I do know that if a Spirit won't identify itself to you, it has bad intentions. Good luck to you in finding a solution and keeping a challenging mind under control.

spirits lied to me so bad I dropped out of grad school they really got my hopes up for somthing I really wanted in life. I do not want to turn to the occult to deal with them because I think that might attract the more. I dont need a wegi baord to talk to this spirits they just come around me. And personnaly I think wegi baords attact evil spirits.

And I know what is feels like to be possessed where you are not controling your bodey and only part of your mind. I am very religious and I thought is was the holy ghost. I should have known better because before the spirit possessed me I heard a voice behind me asking to take control of my bodey. For me telling you this is a way of therapy. They only

way I combat them is by praying I feel that the only person that can help me is God alone. This is somthing beyond medication I pill cant solve my probelm. Really I try to ignore them. Before I started hearing from them I felt like I was being attacked my evil spirits at

one point I

even comptimplated contacting a exorcist. I dont wish what I experience on anybodey because it is exhausting. You said you used a Native American pouch and white lights. I dont think that well work for me. I guess my biggest fear is that they will attack me physically beacuse I know they can touch ( I spirit tapped me on the shoulder once). And I experienced a poltergiest so strong a whole building shook and I heard a scream like the gates of hell opened up. (That really scared me). I even almost got sexually asualted by one spirit. So you can see why I am searching for answers and for people who experienced similar things. For the past few months I have not been depressed so I think the meds help out with that. And I am glad to hear that they leave you alone now. I am hoping that they see that I am a good Christian and leave me alone. Well through this I gained some insight about the ongoings of the evil spiritual realm. If anything they get off on anything that is against what God teaches. And in the bible is plain in simple Satan is the father of lies in they talk about possession in the bible Jesus and the apostles were always casting them out, and in hell there is weeping and gnashing of teeth but I know for a fact that they get out from time to time. The only thing good they told me is that not to commit suicide becuase if I do I will end up in hell. They reason why I am writing this becuase I have held this in long enough I feel that is a kind of therapy. And I know thier is a spiritual war going on between God and Satan. In the end I am just happy that I am on the winning team. And I know that God wont forsake me so I am looking forward to having a normal life again. If anyone reading this knows thew power of prayer please pray for me.