mushy
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Yes, I guess I am lucky that I have not acted upon my thoughts, but what do I do about it...I mean there' not a 12 step secret society of people who think about killing...is there?LOL Number one for you, I wouldn't completely rely on the "pretty good meds" to keep you out of trouble. You already are aware of your outbursts, and to understand that, there are places to get help...free. Call the ymca and see if they have any suggestions for people with anger control. Sure, you might be able to control your anger to stop the violence. Until that, you should really consider a lonely life. It is not fair to be in a relationship for the other person, cuz you don't know what you'll do if you black out or when you'll black out. Know what I mean? You are putting her life in danger. I am a survivor of that type of abuse, and as a victim, I beg you to be real about it. Nothing wrong with a few anger management classes anyway. It might give you a little more understanding about what causes it to happen,and maybe things you could be doing to "train" your brain into some other way of thinking. Good luck
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