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NicoleLynn Posts: 784
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I was hoping that going home would help shake some of this depression I have been feeling, but it has actually made it worse. I can't seem to shake the last "scene" with my dad as I said good bye and he cried. I found out from my mom that my dad was hoping I would move back and live with them and then they could help with my disorder. I was greeted this morning by my boyfriend's daughter getting on her soap box about how I have ruined all of the plans she had made for Christmas and that I need to watch how much I ate because money is tight. I started hoping halfway through my trip home yesterday that I had just stayed at my parents and tried to work with my insurance to see a pdoc there, but alas I made my decision and so I have to try and live with it. Serenity and Peace
Nicole
Schizoaffective Disorder - Bipolar rapid cycling type
Panic Disorder
Generalized Anxiety Disorder (GAD)
Panic Disorder
Borderline PErsonality Disorder
Self-injury
Alcohol abuse
Current Medications:
Risperdal 3 mg 2x a day
Abilify 15 mg daily
Wellbutrin 300 mg daily
Remeron 15 mg @ bedtime
*Never be ashamed of the scars that life has left you with. A scar means the hurt is over, the wound is closed, you endured the pain and God has healed you.*
"I've learned that people will forget what you said, people forget what you did, but people will never forget how you made them feel."
-Maya Angelou |
