I personally am against the death penalty...not only because of my faith but because I believe killing the bastards is giving them the easy way out. Lock em up for life and make em suffer. take away their freedoms. sorry, i don't mean to rant about the death penalty. What that guy did was terrible and I don't even know if I would call him a person. I've been raped too, but didn't press charges because he was too close to the family and I was too scared to call the detective back after spending the night in the ER. It was traumatic though and I always find myself wondering, what if I had done something differently? what if I had shouted? What if I had pushed him off of me? what if I hadn't been drinking or smoking? What if I hadn't gone to that party? Maybe things would have turned out differently, maybe not, but at this point I can't change anything. I have to remind myself that no matter what I could have, would have, should have done, it doesn't matter. What he did was wrong. He had NO RIGHT whatsoever. I know it's easy to try and blame yourself for it. but it's not your fault at all and you will get through this. I'm always here if you need someone to talk to. Molly "It's better to light a small candle than to curse the darkness." May God bless each and every one of you. |
