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Frenchie Posts: 1872
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As a child of 2 yrs old, and again recently..I have been brutally raped, and left for dead. I hemmoraged for 7 days, and though the guy who abducted me is in jail for kidnapping and rape I am still having a tough time dealing with the nightmares and memories. I am even getting ready to buy a house in a whole different section of town, I have done the counciling and I still can't deal with wondering if it could have been avoided, and is that the reason my dad blew his head off in the cemetary...all kinds of phobic fears are gripping me, I am afraid anymore to go anywhere alone.I was abducted and held hostage for 5 days. various men raped me, they dumped me leaving me beaten to a pulp after 5 gruelling days of horror...I was bleeding out........I was dumped by an abandoned boathouse about 30 miles from my home, I dragged myself to where I could sit up ( barely ) and flag someone down after a whole night andround bleeding profusley. I have been tested and came out clean from aids or std's...but I cant have children. How do you deal with THAT? *crying* SO SCARED............Frenchie trying to find some peace.............  Post edited by: Frenchie, at: 09/28/2009 06:56 PM Post edited by: Frenchie, at: 09/28/2009 06:59 PM {{{{{{ hugz to all}}}}}
Life is a mystery. It is a gift.
Don't dare miss even a moment of it.
Yesterday was a lesson, today is a prayer,
Tomorrow would mean nothing,
If I can't find you there !
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I AM NOT CERTIFIED TO GIVE ADVICE ON PERSCRIPTION MEDICATION OR TO TELL A PATIENT WHAT TO DO FOR THEIR AILMENTS. HOWEVER AS A CAREGIVER AND YOUR FRIEND...I MAY TELL YOU WHAT MEDS I TAKE AND/OR WHAT I DO FOR THIS OR THAT AILMENT. IT'S ALWAYS BEST TO ASK YOUR DOCTOR, OR PHARMACIST FOR THE BEST AND SAFEST ADVICE!~be well~ and know that somebody cares! (( and in alot of cases: "been there-done that" )) My love, Frenchie
MEDICATIONS I TAKE FOR FIBROMYALGIA, BIPOLAR, ANXIETY, GERD, ADD, NARCOLEPSY and HIGH BP
LYRICA / 3 A DAY
GEODONE/ 2 A DAY
SEROQUEL XR / 1 AT BEDTIME
NUVIGIL / 2 A DAY
NEXIUM 1 A DAY
BUSPAR 15 MG / 4 A DAY
ZOLOFT / 1 A DAY
VERAPAMIL ( Calan ) / 240 / 1 A DAY
( by the way...for those dragging their wagon and beat on their feet...lost in a Fibro-Fog....
TRY " FOG-LIFTER" coffee by Millstone! *grin*)
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