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04/10/2012 06:56 AM

crying4

sammygirl11

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well...after suffering from rape twice...and holding it in all these years...after moving in with my mom and aunt i told my aunt what happened...she keeps telling me its not my fault...i know its not...but i keep thinking it is...

my aunt and i started going on these late night walks and the one night i broke down and told her everything...and just balled me eyes out...and told me its okay to just let go if i need to...i dont need to keep it bottled up inside...i cant keep it bottled up inside...when my aunt and i go walking i break down and cry on her shoulder...and then ill feel a little better the rest of the day.

~**~SAMANTHA MARIE~**~

04/10/2012 07:07 AM Top

Elizabeth659

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i hear ya,...i am glad u found your aunt...sounds like God brought yr aunt to you

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04/10/2012 07:08 AM Top

sammygirl11

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yes and i am so blessed to have her(:

~**~SAMANTHA MARIE~**~

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04/10/2012 08:38 PM Top

Izzy87

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I know it hurts but you are working through it and giving the pain the attention it needs is healing. I'm so glad you have found support Smile

I am not a doctor or therapist, just a person who cares.

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04/11/2012 06:05 AM Top

sammygirl11

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yes like i said (: my aunt knows how i feel and what im going through and she is trying to help me by getting my tears out

~**~SAMANTHA MARIE~**~

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04/15/2012 09:51 PM Top

Elizabeth659

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i keep praying for a friend besides my husband....so far nothing

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04/15/2012 10:46 PM Top

Izzy87

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Elizabeth, what do you do for fun? Do you attend any social activities, church, anything like that?

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04/16/2012 09:25 AM Top

clemaire

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Elizabeth, I'm doing the same. Most my friends are family. Lol.

Do you need help now over the phone? call RAINN www.rainn.com (1.800.656.4673 | Free 24/7. When calling, make sure to ask if they are confidential)

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