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kellylynn Posts: 234
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I am going to try to make this short but it may take a while. I will give you a little back ground of my life, here goes: i have been abused physically and mentally since i was 4, i have been beaten several times by two different step fathers. Told a lot of negative things about myself. My third step father was the worse of them all. My mom has been married 5 times and out of them all number 4 treated me like i was his own child very very loving man. Well when i turned 15 i met my daughters father we were together 9 years and one day he started getting very physical and would throw me around once he smashed my head into the refrigerator, so we eventually split up. Then i moved in with a friend, who's best friend was a male. I had a crush on him. Well one night we went out together and when he took me home my roommate was not there so he took me back to his house that is where he raped me ( i wont get into details) but when he took me back home he patted my belly and said lets hope there is no baby's in there. I did not tell anyone what happened because my friends new i liked him and i did not think they would believe me. I ended up being pregnant and had an abortion, he told me he wanted a dna test when they were done to prove it was his. My life got really bad for a while i gained a lot of weight because i did not care about myself anymore. But i think i have wrote to much so i will end this for now. I will add to it later. Thank you for listening |
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