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12/20/2008 11:57 PM

My precious special friend Ronnie is dead.

Frenchie
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I once tried Heroin, a long time ago, I didn't find that great of a high. I am glad now that I didn't keep trying it, for those I know who did, are suffering greatly from Heroin addiction. It is one of the hardest drugs to shake.And it is extremely dangerous. My special friend,Ronnie tried it and bought some more to take home, and I woke up at 4:30 am to the flashing lights of an abmbulance. Ronnie had died from the heroin before he even had a chance to finish it off. HIS HEART JUST BURST!!! This drug is a demon,a killer, and definately NOT WORTH the risk!! Ronnie is gone, because of his second try of heroin. And damn! I MISS HIM SO MUCH! I still cry out in agony of seeing my friend DIE! he was only 24.

I was on 10mg Methadone for 3 years, vie: my pain specialist. Maybe that's why it didn't have much of an effect on me. My drugs of choice were Ritalin 30mg and cocaine. I have been clean almost a year now and don't think I don't still feel the butterflies in my tummy when I think back on how good it made me feel...it is still tempting but after I swore to never touch it again, and going through rehab, I don't give in to tyhat feeling of temptation. WHY? because it IS a vicious cycle that will break you finacally and spiritually, and the chase can eventually kill you.

What got me running away from my cocaine habit was the week I was held hostage and brutally raped, leaving me to hemmorage profusely for 7 days.

My name is Frenchy, and I am the Group leader in Addictions Recovery here in mdj..and I welcome anyone to pop over and visit, I am glad to discover this group as I might can use it to help two close friends who are still suffering. and..if anyone wants to talk about and need understanding and support from your own rape, I am a very good listener and nobody could understand what you are going through better than I. Been there. was raped as a toddler for 2 yrs, and when I was 17 One of my dad's drinking buddies tied me to a tree in the woods with duct tape and raped me for several hours. To this day, I still don't have sex. it's been years, with exception of the rape last November.

Blessings to all of you, us, from one who understands your pain and scars. OX

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12/21/2008 12:00 PM
hiall
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Im sorry your friend died Frenchy. I also lost some friends to heroin and other drugs. Pretty sad. The stuff they got was to clean and killed a group of about 8 people pretty quickly. You and your friends family are in my heart.

01/09/2009 12:22 PM
dreamsofinsomnia
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i almost lost my sister she had a stroke at 22 we are hear for you and i feel for you
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